Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Consciousness

"God is within me but yet I am not he"
This is probably one of the most important axioms that have ever come out of any esoteric or religious text. The reason is because it defines the conscious nature of the All. Let me explain.
It is apparent in modern scientific theory that in order for anything to exist, to have form and to not be void that it must first be awareness there to observe it. This is summed up in many different theories within classical and modern theoretical physics but is easily understood by placing yourself as the ultimate observer.
This is going to be the ultimate paradox but it is needed for the understanding of the lessons upon which life will present you. Imagine that you never existed. You are not even nothing, not void, not even that which would make up void. You are not even a thought or could have never been a thought. You never existed. Now take that mindset and ask yourself, if you didn’t exist does the universe exist? The answer inevitably is No; the universe would not exist for a matter of two reasons. Number one is that I exist now, so in order for the universe to exist I must be a part of it. I know what many of you are thinking, "but even if I don’t exist there is still someone else that would exist to observe the universe". Well this is the paradox. How do you know that? If you didn’t exist you would know of nothing, you would not be a thought, so the pattern of comprehension is actually beyond you for no one else can exist if you don’t exist. So this is where the number two reason of logical rationality of this question comes into play. In order for anything to exist there must be an awareness to observe it or experience it, if I don’t exist that which was meant to be observed does not exist.
This is equal or equivalent to saying that the observer is that which is being observed, so the existence of both is paramount for the equation to actually make sense.
So this brings to light that behind everything that we know of there is a consciousness working. Now I like to think of it this way for it is the best way to understand what consciousness is.
Think of a computer construct, much like the Matrix movie. This is consciousness. It is the construct in which any and all possibilities can manifest. That means that which does exist is simply a state or level of that consciousness observing itself. We call this awareness.
So when saying "god is within me but yet I am not he" we are actually saying “Consciousness is within me but I am not all consciousness" or in other terms "I am within a state of awareness or observation within an infinite consciousness".
So this brings new light to the old sayings that the truth is lying right in front of your face. Or that you have always held the secrets to the universe within yourself. The reason this is said is because it is literally the truth, there is no questions that needs to be asked but yet the only action that needs to be taken is to put it into perspective. Think about it. The only reason anything exist is because you are here to observe it. The universes existence depends as much on you as you do on it.
The Hermetic Axiom from the Kybalion says this the best by saying:
~The All is in all but it is equally true that all is in the All, for he that understands this hath come great knowledge.`
So what does this mean? It means that we are a level or state of all existence. Everything that is around us is all a matter of a different state of being. From the superstrings that make up space-time to the subatomic particles that make up atoms to the billions upon billions of stars and galaxies that make up the universe, we are all a state or level of awareness of the same creation, the ultimate creation.
The reason this is important to know is because once you realize the underlying truths of existence then everything else is child splay. And you must ask yourself is it really this simple? Put it to work. Test the theory any way you can. Put this logical process to work in any part of life. When I was shown these truths it came in the form of higher mathematics and quantum physics, in where it unified a long sought after problem within the latter, also it combined an intelligent creator into the equation for that is the only way it will work.
The significance of this knowledge showed me that nothing is from chance. That nothing is from chaos. There is no such thing as being random. If someone claims this, either in science or metaphysics you know they just do not understand that which is in front of them. If I told you that there is a beautiful and significant pattern within the number Pi you probably would not believe me, but it is there and I have found it. I am keeping this knowledge on the down low until more research is done and until I can consult a professional on these matters but let me tell you that from this pattern I can see the handy work of the intelligent creator and it shows you everything in everything. Like they say "As above so below", it is ever so true.
Understanding the difference between consciousness and awareness is very important to anyone’s growth. For sometimes we think we are that which is conscious but in reality we are that which is aware of that consciousness. We are a state of that consciousness we call awareness and or simply a level of its existence. Now most of us experience only a limited perspective of this awareness, for our ego can go in and limit that full awareness that we were born with. Overcoming those obstacles allows for this ascension back to this state that we desire to be in. This is ascension. This is what Jesus, Buddha, Krishna and all the great sages taught. This is our destiny.
Now as you can see this is some very powerful teachings, can you see now why it was suppressed? For if 6.8 billion people knew this in their egotistical mindsets the world would be ruined within one night. Many can not handle the truth. Many will never know the truth. But the time is coming where you who read this will need to know this truth. For the time of removing the veil of ignorance is before us.
In Love and light, much love.
Joshua

Ego: the Journey Continues

This is a reply from a preivous blog on the Website, Esotericonline.ning.com...The reply was about Ego which was mentioned in the previous blog posted here. Enjoy!

Tris replied to one of my blogs and he gave me an alchemical process of clearing Ego but also notified me that Ego is not entirely bad. So I realized that maybe my words were misinterpreted or I failed to clearly write in the blog exactly what I meant. So with this post I will put all the energy towards explaining what Ego is and the processes of realization that come from it and how it is bad and also good.
First we have to know what Ego is. Now I will never give a text book definition, but I will give you an interpretation from what I have learned in my life and with coaching and helping others. Ego is the individual aspect of yourself that is molded by society, your environment and you experiences in life. I would also like to add that Ego is also your level of ignorance or in sense awareness.
Now, Ego can easily be seen as good. It creates our individuality; it provides us with our level of thoughts, imagination and creativity. It brings out our personality and really makes us the people we are today. So in a sense Ego is the ultimate learning experience. It is that which allows us to learn. I guess you can call it your level of learning awareness also. But see this good aspect of Ego can be exploited, misused, misguided, mislead, and even manipulated.
See you are not born with Ego. You are born with a clean slate so to say. In a neurological sense Ego is created like this. When an infant is born their brains only have a few amounts of wrinkling. This wrinkling is thought to be neural network pathways forming. When you are growing up and experiencing certain things and events those pathways start to become molded in a certain shape. Think of it like in electronics. The electrons always take the path of least resistance. So when your mind is forming these neural pathways they form in the easiest ways possible so that the signals can travel with the least resistance. Now imagine lightening in the clouds. The current forms pathways in the clouds under the path of least resistance. This is almost exactly how the neural pathways in the brain form. Think of those neural pathways as thought patterns or ways of thinking. When you keep thinking the same way you mold that pathway and your brain knows to use it next time because it has the least resistance.
So now we can see these neural networks forming. Well in every human these networks are all different. No one thinks the same way. Everyone’s pathway is formed differently. This can easily be attributed how we are brought up in life. Not one person, even twins will have the same experiences, thoughts, feelings or paths in life. That means that individuality will dominate. This biological sense of individuality is Ego. It is accomplished through a process, it is not who we are in reality, it is a product of our environment and can be changed anytime.
Now this does not mean that we can live without it and I think this is where people might have got confused in my blogs and I am sorry for that. Sometimes in writing, we are not the one really writing and just because I can understand it and see it in my mind doesn’t mean that someone reading it will understand it the same.
The point I was trying to get to with overcoming ego was to overcome this conditioned ego. The one you formed unknowingly and unwillingly. The one the society had a chance to manipulate. The one that has taken years of electromagnetic interference, the one that you question today.
Why? Well this Ego that you have formed allows you a limited perspective on reality. It only allows you to experience things in a certain way. It only shows you what it has been conditioned to know reality is. This is why drugs have a significant perspective change on individuals. It takes those bio processes and changes the pathways or receptors allowing the experiencer to have a different perspective on reality. Think if you didn’t need drugs to do that? Think if only it was a formularized conditioning that you did to yourself that allowed you to change the pathways in your mind? Well it is.
You might be wondering, why is Ego bad or in a lot of sense I use, evil? The reason is because ego is that limiting factor that holds you from attaining that which you seek; it is that voice that creates fear and doubt. It is that personality that always gets you in binds. It is that way of thinking that creates unsolvable scenarios for you. It is that which drives addiction. It is that which impedes your spiritual growth, and for a good reason. It is the tool, the ultimate measure of experience. It is that which protects that esoteric knowledge. For all knowledge is already contained within us we just must overcome the ignorance of this lower self in order to obtain it.
So like anything in the world Ego has its two balances. Good and Evil. It is the ultimate double edged sword. But we must also remember that in order to truly awaken that being within we must overcome our own ignorance. We must pass the test. We must control our minds to think the way we want to think, to experience the way we want to experience, to create the way we want to create and to grow the way we want to grow. This first comes with the realization that Ego impedes all the latter. Next comes with recognizing those moments in your life when any such Ego centered perspective comes through and when they do you make note and inform your mind of how you want it to change. Essentially you are breaking habits. You are changing patterns of thought. You are retuning yourself to a different level, in where you can think on multilevel of perspective instead of a very narrow band.
So I have given a few hints on how to overcome this side of ego that we find undesirable, Tris gave the Alchemical version which I recommend every read. In every great metaphysical and religious sect you will find versions of how to do this, but one thing I have learned is that we are not all the same and that all the information in the world that is right at our fingertips is only that, information. When I read a book on how to meditate I keep in mind that this was how this person does it. I am different. I can take their method and make it work for me. Recently what I have realized is that no book, person, sage, religion, philosophy or instruction can show you how to do anything, they only can give examples of how they did it. The real answer to all your questions is inside you. You already know how to overcome the fears and doubts. Some of you are scared because it will create a dramatic life change. Some of you are weary as for addiction runs your life and escaping the pains and sorrows of it are something you are not ready for yet.
My best recommendation to anyone is to gather the will power, cleanse the temple completely, retrain your mind to fit within your goals and aspirations, and listen to your heart. In this process on whatever way you work it out for you, you will find where your real priorities in life lay, you will find that thing that truly impedes your growth.
Always as before if anyone is interested in private sessions I am available. I hope that my words inspire and motivate many and with others I hope it allows you to obtain your goals in life. As for me, I am a student as well as you, I am figuring out this great mystery as the time goes by I was just luck enough to be raised with a perspective that taught me the box never existed.
As Remco would say, Hugs to all, in all light and love may peace be with you.
Joshua

The Two Truths of an Illusionary Universe.

When breaking down science we see that there is very little that we actually know. Just the other day scientists came out and said that they had made a mistake and under calculated the size of the known universe by almost 90%! That is one hell of a miscalculation. Things like this make me put more faith in esoteric teachings than in raw science.
So, lets now look at what we do know as of right now with our current level of understanding. Now I say with our current level of understanding because it only takes a moment in history for that understanding to shift dramatically, ask Copernicus or Feynman.
You’re Perspective Reality:
Light travels through mediums and then bounces, refracts and reflects off of objects which all including the the light, mediums are contained within a construct we know as time space. This light hits your eye. Once it hits your eye the light stimulates photoreceptive cells called rods and cones. These rods and cones are neurons that produce an electrical polarization that travels down the optic nerve in the form of bio-electrical signals to the visual cortex.
Once in one of the deepest and darkest parts in the back of the brain the visual cortex uses those signals along with a huge neural network that was molded during your life to produce an image and interpretation of what it thinks it sees in the world. This all happens in less than a 10th of a second. That is one hell of a computer!
Now here is the interesting facts. Think of the rods and cones as antenna and the visual cortex as a demodulator for that antenna. So in essence it is a radio. Now how does that radio know how to tune to the correct channel? Well this is where that neural network I mentioned earlier comes into play. Where does this network come from? It is molded into your brain from the time of birth. It is the product of your conditioned environment; it is the culmination of all learned lessons, all the absorbed information from teachers, parent’s friends and strangers. It actually is the parameters and boundaries that your brain works upon. It is your molded perspective on reality. So what does this mean? How are these truths?
This is where it gets interesting. I have presented no truths only a process on how science explains the current understanding of how reality is created. To this day, scientist only have theories on how light is created or where it comes from, they are very uncertain and have no understanding to the shaping and molding of that neural network and how it affects our perspective reality and the most shocking is that none of it is real, not the light, rods, cones, cortex, optic nerve or even the reality that is being interpreted for once your break it down into its quantum mechanical form it looses all its mass and becomes unpredictable to its where about and then all those things that we perceive as matter only have a probability of existing at a certain spot in space-time and that when they do appear only contain 99.999% empty space! So what is real? What is the truth?
The truth is that reality is truly whatever you want it to be. If your reality is simply a product of your conditioned environment then un-training your mind to those parameters allows you to take a different perspective on reality. We as humans supposedly only see less than 1% of the current electromagnetic spectrum, we call this section visible light. That means that there is over 99.999% more universe out there for you to see, why limit yourself to only a small fraction?
So the question is how do you untrain or retrain your brain? Well first we must understand that your brain is not you, it is a tool used in the form of a machine. Everything contained within it is a component of that machine, so wouldn’t it be imperative to make sure that that machine is very finely tuned? So what would impede cognitive action? The biggest killer of all of us is that actual perspective reality that is conditioned from our societal environment, we know this as Ego.
To this point many of you probably fail to comprehend what I mean about ego being the devil or drop the D and let’s just call it evil. So let’s start with this. If I asked you to describe yourself to me what would you say?
"I am- Happy,smart,loving,caring,hard working,etc" the list will go on with any amount of descriptive words, but I hate to tell you that is not who you are. That is who you think you are and that is what your environment has molded you to be. Don’t believe me? Put yourself in the mindset that you grew up in a small poor port town in Ecuador. You lived in a shack, had little to no money, never went to school because you couldn’t afford it, contracted malaria when you were younger, became amnesic at some point in your teens, went through a series of sexual and emotional travesties that made you hate the world you lived in. Now lets say you are the same age you are now, how do you think you would answer that question again? Completely different! Your perspective on life, on purpose on everything has just taken a complete turn into an unknown direction. So ego in any sense just seems like a survival technique that evolved overtime to help us survive in our environment, right? That could mean that ego is a representation of our animalistic mind, not our cognitive and human mind. In where our ego sways us from certain situations that produce risk, conflict or more importantly anything that goes against those conditioned parameters upon which it was created! It protects itself, its own survival. Think of this analogy for I think it is the best one I can give on this topic.
Your mind is a very fast car that can go any speed that you can understand. Your consciousness or spirit is the driver which is in full control. The speed of the car is your perspective reality and amount of understanding of that reality. The steering wheel is how you control the car.
Now the car can go any speed you want and any direction you want. BUT! We were trained that there is a speed limit posted on the road and within this road there is a center medium and side line that we don’t cross. If you have not already guessed it the road and speed limit signs are the parameters of your reality, they are limits that form ego. Whenever you cross the line or speed up ego comes in and says "slow down!" "Get back on your side of the road!". So essentially we are professional racecar drivers, driving some of the top of the line cars ever created but on a race track that only allows us to drive in a straight line and only at 8% of our potential speed. Now that sucks!
So why doesn’t the driver just take control and drive anywhere he wants? This is the ultimate question! It is mainly because these cars have an autopilot option. And after driving for a long time that driver fell asleep. That car began driving itself. Many of us right now are at the point where we are just waking up and starting to take back control of the car. The amount of control we have over the car can be looked at in this perspective. Once in autopilot the car closes its windows and locks the doors. No light can get in. Then once we start waking up, we start to see pinhole amounts of lights start shining through, but not enough where we can drive ourselves. This light gets brighter and more abundant the more awake we get and the more awake we become the more in control we are. Our goal here is to become in complete control.
Now, ego can be looked at as the amount of control the driver has while the car is in autopilot and that amount is dependent upon the distance between the line on the road and the set speed limit. Or in no analogical terms your ego is simply your limited perspective reality that is shaped and molded by the experiences, adaptations and conditionings that you encounter in your life. To overcome this ego you must learn how it operates, how it communicates, how it manipulates. This is the waking up stage, this is self realization. For once you get past all that crap of which you are not you will find who you truly are.
The easiest way to do this is in knowing the only two truths that can be proven without a reasonable doubt. They are: "I am" and "It is". And as time goes on you will realize the missing word of truth "ALL". In where "I am ALL it is".
Don’t believe me. Live once knowing there is no box, look back at the universe and ask yourself one question. "If you didn’t exist, does the universe exist?" Now, I know you are saying, well yes it does because there are other people. If that is how you see it you are failing to realize there is no box, your ego just smacked you on the head and told you to slow down. I will repeat the question and try to look deep into it. "If YOU didn’t E-X-I-S-T does the Universe E-X-I-S-T? The answer is inevitably No. It is shown within physics that in order for something to be somewhere it must be observed. Observation involves a conscious entity or some type of awareness. Physics literally proved the existence of a creator but failed to pursue its efforts for it damages much of its own work. (In order for the universe to have been created in the first place a conscious entity must have been there first to observe it.)
So if you being a conscious observer did not exist, and with you existing right now we come into what is known as a paradox. For If you didn’t exist then that would mean that the universe would not exist but you are here now and the universe is here now. So what is the truth? The truth is there is no car, there is no road, there are no signs, and there is no world in which the latter scenario would have taken place. What there is without a reasonable doubt is Consciousness the "I am" and the perspective that consciousness has or otherwise known as its awareness the "it is", in where "I am all it is" is the truth that Consciousness is all there is and all there ever will be. What we know of as ascension is a different level of awareness. What we know of as the universe is the interpretation of that awareness by that consciousness. There is no separation. No individuality, it is all one. The universe is merely an extended expression of our current level of awareness. Consciousness is that awareness looking back onto itself from a subjective perspective.
Wow, so say all that 10 times fast eh? I know I covered a lot of different things here but I think the point is very clear. We are, I am, it is. No matter how much science and society believe they understand their comprehension is limited to the road on which they travel. Earlier I mentioned a hidden word of truth, All. Now I will give you the second word for that equation. For their are only two truths and they are "I am" and "It is" the first hidden word is All and the second is Love. In where "It is all I am, Love"
"smile it is contagious"
If anyone is interested in techniques on overcoming ego, connecting to the higher self and coming into this new awareness feel free to contact me. I hope all this information was helpful in some way. For it is my mission here on this planet to give this information to you all.
With love
JR

The Path: 12+1

What I am about to share with you is something that was placed into my knowledge bank by a higher consciousness I call Jedha.
I am aware that there is already a creation story called 12 + 1, this is not that. In understanding this Path as I will call it you must first understand that this is a higher pattern. The lower pattern repeats in a cycle that I mentioned in an earlier blog: Thought:Creation:Experience:Growth:Higher Thought:Repeat. This lower pattern repeats within every step of the 12 + 1, in where the higher is only a larger scale of the lower but I will use different words to describe.
Before I describe the 12 I must first explain the one. The one is something that we all know of; it is actually the ascension process within the lower. We know this as birth and death; they are equal and the same. In the larger cycle there are four repetitions of this. The four repetitions come in two cycles of Awakening and awareness they are as follows.
First: Physical Awakening, (Birth and Death). The manifestation within the lower energy dimension while existing in a higher energy state.
This is easily explained but at first seems confusing. See in physics we know that energy comes from a source and that it only travels from a high medium to a low medium. This means that the creator is the highest medium of all and also the lowest. When energy travels out of it on its evolutionary path it can only travel to lower mediums. So those that we know of as Higher Dimensions can only exist as lower energy mediums. So when we attain all the energy we can on a certain dimension we ascend to the next dimension, but that next dimension must be of a lower energy state in order for us to travel. This is all in a universe where Birth= Death, 0=infinity.
Second: Awareness or Self Consciousness. Many of us become aware in this life at different points. For myself I did not become aware until around 10 years of age. What I actually mean is at some point you took control of your own path, you became less dependent on society, teachers, nature and anything else to guide you in the right direction; this is also where your personality and ego started to develop. You started realizing that this world was more than what you had thought within your sheltered life. But from this moment you and only you have shaped your life to what it is now.
It is sad to say that if many of our brothers and sisters in this world had the right teachers at this point in their lives then the world would be a better place. All indigenous tribes know this and at these points in a youths life all have something similar to a right of passage or an entering into manhood ceremony and from their the tribes shape and mold that human into their consensus reality.
Third: Spiritual Awakening- This is the birth of the seed within you. The spark that sets off a pulse of action on your part. It is the lighting of the path. It is the realization of a soul, a higher immanent being that dwells inside you. This is where many of you are today. You have this feeling inside you that you could not explain; it guided you to where you are today. This is the seed that needs watering, it is the lit path that needs walking; it is the beginning of eternity.
In our society today very few have made it to this point, and to say the least many that have made it to this point have failed to give their seed enough light, water and food. Some allow it to grow in darkness, some allow it to starve, so misinterpret its words, and some were just plainly misguided by false pretenses. No matter what the cause to the stunted growth the cure does not lie within any book,manuscript,teacher, sage or oracle only you can show yourself the right path for any of the latter would only make it too easy and we would learn nothing.
Fourth:Spiritual Awareness/True Self. When this happens you will know it. Your reality and world will change. Your higher self will have contacted you and showed you the path. Your limited perspective on reality will have grown and the voice inside will have became deeper and more clear. You will no longer doubt the voice and you will do everything possible to get closer to it, you will grow within yourself, you will start to overcome ego. You will start developing more and more psychic senses. You will be aware of many other things than what your senses allow you to be aware of. At this point you start to assimilate your spiritual awareness into your physical life, this is true living.
Fifth: I know I said there were only four, but the fifth is actually the First of the next level. It is the Full ascension to the next dimension. The complete cycle.
Ok so now we know what is meant by the one. So let’s look at the 12 degrees within. The 12 are actually broken down into four groups of three. Within the Physical Awakening Cycle, the three manifests as Physical Environmental factors we know them as:
Learning, Adaptation and Growth. This is pretty self explanatory. In order for us to become aware of our physical self we must first learn from our teachers, adapt to the conditions and grow in accordance to the parameters set around us. This is the evolution into self consciousness. It mold who we are to become.
The next group is called the Physical Self Realization group. This is not what you think. This group is composed of Corruption, War and Ascension. Let me explain because I am sure you are confused right about now.
Corruption comes in the form of Ego or personality. It works against your conscious mind and controls your actions to its liking. It interprets emotions the way it adapted from its environment and teachers and it misleads many into experiences that will only cause conflict.
Next will come war. When we realize that the cause of many of our illnesses and problems are from the manipulated ego we start to fight it. We start getting our first hints that their is something higher. We start overcoming ego. We go to war with it. We stop listening to it commands and thoughts. We start questioning its purpose and we start seeing different paths. This leads to a long process of ascension.
Ascension in this sense is merely the process of overcoming the battle and moving to awakening. Although Ego is still present, our higher self is in control through a limited perspective.
The next group is our Spiritual Environmental Factors, and as you guessed they are Learning, Adaptation and Growth. Once we awaken into our Spiritual self we must in a sense start all over again. Look at it is a seed that has just germinated. It now must be given room to grow. In that process we use books, teachers and information as fuel and our destination as light. I believe this is where many of you all reside. Looking for the answers that can only be answered from within.
The next and final group is that of Spiritual Self Realization and as you once again guessed it is composed of Corruption, War and the Process of ascension.
These cycles of realization are easily comparable to the devil. The corruption from the physical and spiritual ego are the forces of evil. They are the opposing force that wants to stop our evolution; they are the test that we must complete. This is very comparable to Jesus' 40 days and 40 nights of fighting the devil. He was merely overcoming the final grips of his ego. Once he overcame those grips he ascended to the next level of evolution, he woke up. He still resided on this physical level because at that point it is merely the choice that puts us over the edge. Think of it as an electron in orbit around a proton. That electron has filled its energy potential but still has not moved to the next level, why? Just because the energy level is full does not mean it needs a new level, it is just full. Only when more energy enters its current level will it need to move to the next. And in the process of evolution once we become fully awake and aware it is only the choice that can ascend us to that next physical level.
I hope all of you get something out if this. For we are all brothers and sisters in this large universe we must know that as above so below is the current theme and that what we see in front of us as a society is this exact process. Right now in the world humankind is on the verge of a spiritual awakening. Many are trying to hold on to the old world while others are awakening in a new. This is causing conflict and confusion. This is very similar to many prophecies, 2012 only marks a moment of time when that ascension or awakening has the best chance of happening. Not everyone is going to wake up but many will. Our society will change and encompass both worlds. It will mold itself around this new reality in where we no longer work for the betterment of the individual but instead work together for the betterment of each other. This fear and manipulation in the world will only affect you if you do not understand the cycle; just know that great times are ahead and that as long as you continue on your lighted path nothing can get in your way.
With all the love we can express, peace is with you all, for one day we will all meet not asleep but fully awake.
If anyone wants more information feel free to contact me on my page.
One of his students asked Buddha, "Are you the messiah?” No", answered Buddha. "Then are you a healer?” No", Buddha replied. "Then are you a teacher?" the student persisted. "No, I am not a teacher.” Then what are you?" asked the student, exasperated. "I am awake", Buddha replied

For They That Dont Know

It is necessary sometimes to take the path least desired, to do and say the things not accepted by today’s society, so what does this mean? Is this the end of times? Well I believe it is all a matter of perspective. If you want it to be the end of time well then so shall your wish be granted? If you want nothing to change, so be it and if you want life to take an uncharted turn and to metamorph in front of your eyes into something new, well you are in control.
Sometimes all those choices of change require us to take those paths that are less desired, to say and do the things that society will not understand, the reason is simple, it is that thing I mentioned before and that we forget all the time, it is because we are in charge of our own path and destiny, we are the creators of our own reality and society as a whole is not you or I. Any consensus will never agree with the individual it is the individual who will come to agree with the consensus. Until now.
We look around us and we see all that was created, from the computer to the chair to the trees and sun. It was all created. But before the creation took place it had to have been a thought in some intelligences mind. Think about it. Before anything is created the creator must first think it up. This is a revolutionary thought, but the key here is not the word revolutionary it is the word thought.
Thought is the first and last, in order for their ever to have been a first moment there had to be a conscious mind there to understand that that was the first moment. This process was the first thought. It was the coming to life so to say, the first moment was the first thought. From this awareness came another thought, the first moments were created and the cycle went on for eternity. But from this we can see coming to light the universal pattern, the purpose, the underlying first thought that is seen everywhere in the universe. This thought is a processes, a cycle, a pattern, and to some it just is, to others it is the hidden key that life hides in front of your face. And he who fully understands it and grasps its concepts shall hold the power of the first and last thoughts.
This process is so simple and so elementary but yet so powerful. Here is the process. Thought, Creation, Experience, Growth, Higher Thought, Repeat. It is that simple. With this process everything comes into existence. But see most people don’t understand this and something very strange happens. They believe they have thoughts but never create. Or they create but forget how to experience, or they even experience but fail to grow. On a greater level the main thing that all humanity forgets is after growth we must now take a different perspective on how we interpret reality, for if we try to look at the world in the same mindset that created that growth we have not grown any the wiser, we have only established that experience effected us and that we acknowledged it. We almost always forget higher thought. A higher level of thinking that arises from experience. That creates wisdom. It is the key to salvation, it is the key to the universe, and it is the key to overcoming ego.
All the great Sages knew this knowledge, all the great leaders today are aware of this knowledge, but most of the people are not, for we are trained in society to accept our failures and mistakes as just that, we are nurtured into failing to grow, we are given pity within our own ignorance when we repeat the same mistakes over and over. We treat the symptoms of underlying problems instead of going right to the cause. We do this in ignorance to the facts because we are all afraid to accept responsibility for ourselves, we do this because we are all afraid to face who we really are, it is like this world of guilt will some how all fall on our shoulders if we accept that fact that somehow we are flawed as a species. We choose to lie ignorant to life’s purpose and we fail to rise above the lower level madness and see the higher light. If we only learned, grew and then took that knowledge to a higher level and repeated the process on the higher levels life would unfold its secrets in front of us, we would truly release ourselves from the grips of this tyrannical ego that encapsulates us into this limited perspective and imprisons us within our own ignorance and guilt.
There are four types of people in the world. There are those that live in the box, we call them ignorant to the world, or the sheep, then there are those that occasionally look outside that box, these are the ones that are aware of their ignorance and choose to remain in that state because it is comfortable to them, the smart sheep, then there are the ones that we know as the wolfs, they live outside the box and exploit the others ignorance, these are many of our leaders and elite. But then there is a fourth, a more evolved mind, a mind that is tired of living within ignorance of the world, one that wants more than what society provides, one that wants no more killing, murder, war, violence, one who sees an end to this fearful cycle, they are the ones that have overcome ego and realized a long time ago that the box never existed. They are the Sheppard, the tenders to the heard, the enemy to the wolf. They are the light within the day and the protectors in the darkness.
So I ask you. Who are you? Seriously take a good look at your life, take a look at who you are, what you do, how you live and how selfish you are towards others. Who are you?
Then try following those steps, look at choices in your life, go through them and see how many of them you repeat every day. You will be surprised; many of you that thought you lived outside the box will only come to realize that that was not true; it was that you lived in a box much bigger than what you thought. For if ego runs your life you will never be free, because Life is about self realization and as long as the ego keeps you ignorant and limited you will never know who you really are.
This brings life to a different perspective, it makes it so that life is about recreating that first moment of the universe within our own lives, so we see the patterns, understand the creation and become the higher levels. It is about repeating the process so that another moment comes and we can experience, grow and once more reside on the higher level and experience this creation that we all have spent an eternity creating.
It is the evolution of thought, the fields in which we travel in every moment. For as long as we stay aware another moment will happen and our survival as the universe, as consciousness is guaranteed. But if we fail to think, if we fail to create, if we imprison our minds and choose to never rise to the next level and to wallow in our own selfishness and guilt, then life will fade away and eventually we will destroy and rid ourselves from this awesome creation, for anything that works against the process will only be destroyed so that experience and growth can take place once again. The choice is yours, the universe is calling, and it is only a thought away.
Good luck brothers and sisters,
A Risen one.

Where to find the Tree Of Life and what is it.

**This is a little research I did when I was younger, I thought it was fascinating for any of you bible and Egyptian scholoars our there.

Am I serious? Well if my research is correct then I think this is true.
In Genesis there are many references to where Eden is, but since it was so long ago and the cities have changed we have no information pertaining to where it would really be. But if you take a secondary perspective at it and do a little research you find out that the Bible is not a book on life but more of a guide full of great things and clues.
Genesis 3:21 is the best clue in the world as to where Eden is located. For when God threw Cain out of Eden he places a flaming sword and Cherubim in front of its gates as a "guard".
I have searched and searched and can’t believe no one has caught on to this very important reference.
First of all, in English translations we look at sword. Now sword means cutting weapon with a point. So what in antiquity can we see maybe used as a weapon that has a point? How about a pyramid? The most interesting part of this is the word "pyramid" which comes from Greek translation literally means "Fire in the middle". So I can assume that when God placed a flaming sword, it just might have been the pyramids.
But wait there is more.....
What is a Cherubim? Well from biblical terms we know that it is a tetrad of living creatures each having four faces, (so far many Pharoses have put there faces on it). Now what do we know of in the world that is composed of living creatures and has four faces? How about the zodiac? Each having a quality of the four elements and seasons. This can also be represented by the Sphinx. Which it is believed that the Sphinx was the "guardian" of something. But from all Sphinxes we know of they all had wings. Now as for the head, we know it was changed over time. But the sphinx within Egypt has also been related to the Zodiac, as representing the beginning and end of the cycles.
Now this might seem far stretched but think of the translations of the ages of trying to describe where Eden was and trying to describe object that you see but have no former knowledge of.
Now this correlated exactly to the indications of the Hall of Amenti and mysteries of the Universe being located under the Sphinx. Because in Gen 3:21 it was set up to protect the "tree of life".
I don’t think that it is under the sphinx but I do think that the pyramid is the key. For it is a weapon, but in the definition of weapon you have to ask one thing, against who? I think this is a weapon against ourselves or for those not worthy of its power. For I am a intuitive, this all came to me when I was listening to William Henry, at the same time I was reading the bible looking for inconsistencies, right when I found this information, William started talking about Eden, pyramids and Stargates.
My conclusion, the Great Pyramid is a stargate...to where? Eden, where was Eden? In another dimension on this planet, or more or less the astral plane. As for if you remember God gave Adam and Eve cloths of Skin. That means they were energy before. Think about it.
These beings that engineered us did not want to create a slave race in physical. They were creating Consciousness.
Just a thought, but if anyone is interested I am looking into this

2012 Fact or Fiction?

I will alsoo post here blogs from my preivous blog that I am in the process of changing.So here is one of them.

A little back ground on me, I am well traveled and have studied ancient history and religion for around 15 years. I have a fond kindness towards the esoteric philosophy if that is what you want to call it, but find myself more about self discovery.
In my research I have came across many out there that are only there to make money, and with a quick inspection of some of their work I will prove this so. In this blog I will simply give examples of two such people and then uncover for you the real truth behind 2012 that was clearly in front of all our eyes but we only needed to tear away the manmade control aspects to see.
The two people I will talk about are Dan Burisch and David Wilcock. Now I came across David and Dan about 6 months ago and due to prior knowledge on a certain subject I was able to prove they were truly fraudulent. Now in saying they are frauds I am not disclaiming that everything they say is incorrect, that is up to you to decide. I am clearly saying that in my educated opinion and from real evidence that I have obtained they have merely stolen someone else’s information and fed off of it with lies and misinformation.
Now here are the goodies, in all their presentation both Daniel and David have referred to the "Philadelphia experiment" and the "Montauk experiment". Now I became fascinated with these experiments back in the early 90's when I found the DVD's from Duncan Cameron and watched them. This drew me into a world where I had first discovered government conspiracies.
I took the stories for what they were and read all the books I could on them. Then at age 19 I joined the US Navy. This is where the wake up call came in. See the Navies of the world hold there customs, traditions and rules very tightly and since the late 1700's every ship has kept certain logs as well as the Captain of the ship keeping a personal log. This is where the terms in Star Trek come from "Captains Log"!
The Captains log is usually more about certain events that take place on the ship itself but the ships log is the most important and the one we will use here.
See the ships log "logs" and reports all events the ship goes through, including the time, date, position or place of birth and also the names of the people who logged them. This happens on the Quarter deck or bridge and usually the officer of the deck or the Petty officer of the watch is the one who does this. Back in the 30' and 40's things were no different, and it clearly shows from the evidence presented by the Navy that no such event took place, here is the link for the info http://www.history.navy.mil/faqs/faq21-1.htm.
Also to add to this the former Captain of the Elderidge and many crew members laughed at these claims and stated they were not even in port in Philadelphia during the said times of the experiment, which the ships log verifies.
Now David in one of his videos claims that the event took place in Norfolk Virginia, this was totally absurd. Daniel agrees with David's story so with this gives him totally no credibility, also to add on that Daniel claims to have worked at S-4 in which Dr.Roger Leir worked. Dr. Leir came forward and said something to the line that nothing Daniel Bursich says is accurate or true, there were no such programs "looking glass" and due to compartamentization of information he would have not known half the stuff he claims. Also to boot, Daniel and his wife were working at a casino during the time he was supposedly employed at S-4, his co workers said he showed up everyday and stayed for his full shift. So where does that leave him time to work at S-4?
Ok so what about the stories and info? Well for the most part I believe them to be true! But do to Government disinformation we will never know the true nature of the story. In my opinion, the USS Elderidge was used, the experiment took place while the ship was still in the ship yards in NYC, and the original crew of the ship was not used due to the effect the experiment (did) could have caused. If you know anything about Nikola Tesla who was said to have taken part in the experiment he died in January 1943, but it was said the experiment took place around October 1943, so we have a time frame error. I have heard in many reports that the experiment took place in 1941-1942 and in NYC ship yards as per that is where Nikola Tesla was living at that time.
The experiment did exactly what it was said to have done and those who did survive it are all dead as for its classification. It would be interesting to go look at historical records and find the number of Sailors that died in that time due to non combat related deaths and then find their last place of duty? I bet that would uncover a mystery in its own.
But as for the two experiments, they did happen but the information out there pertaining to them is very incorrect and the true facts are distorted, this is all classic government disinformation. Any person who claims that these events happened as per modern explanation are either lying or stealing someone else’s incorrect information.
Ok, so why would I call out someone like this? Well first I am sick and tired of people trying to make money off of something they have failed to do the real research for. Then they steal someone else’s story or lie and pass it on as their own and people accept it as truth. First this is very dangerous because it is a form of control and manipulation and next it is crazy because it allows mainstream people who have above average intelligence look at us as if we are loonies making crap up.
I have always been a good judge of character and my intuition sense others energies to a tie. I can clearly say that Dan Bursich is absolutely lying and David Wilcock probably has a gift but money is more important so lying or stealing others research comes first.
So what does this have to do with 2012? The million dollar question! Many people here and everywhere are searching for answers. They look to many spiritual leaders and presenters for their research and insight. Many talk about light body activations, or a new cosmic energy. I have heard some say that Aliens are going to come down others think it is the end of the world. I have researched this extensively from ancient history and religions to new age theories and what I have found is both enlightening and scary.
See today there is a huge misconception about what the Mayan calendar actually means, what ancient sages were saying, what Revelations and others such prophecies actually pertain to. But before I explain what I have found lets see why I found it. Think of all thoughts on consciousness and god as orange juice. The orange juice is nutritious, plentiful; it tastes good and makes you feel good. But the problem is that in order to get to it we must first get through the synthetic container that carries it. This container is plastic or cardboard, it is man made. If you eat it will be very unhealthy for you in not kill you. In all it forms it contains it same toxic effects. So what I am trying to say if that in order to see the true messages that were left by the ancients we must strip all the man made crap that has to deal with power, control and manipulation away for it. Once this happens then the flower begins to blossom into a beautiful being.
Ok now back to 2012. What I have uncovered is that life is about an evolutionary process. The spirit evolves on two levels. One spiritual and one physical. Each one balances the other or that is the ultimate evolutionary goal is for complete balance. The being itself goes through many dimensions or realms of existence, this allows the being to experience and evolve its consciousness.
Now before we can truly understand what is to come we must first know what happened. Sometime ago some higher beings found a primitive species and manipulated their DNA to make them more intelligent. For what reasons? I don’t know. The history is very vague on this. But what we do know is that at some point these beings realized thier true potential, they then separated from the creator beings and started to rule themselves. Within sometime their civilizations were destroyed and they had to rebuild. Now, it is claimed that these beings lived some 900-960 years. Their spiritual evolution on this planet was just one life. If we look at the human body we can clearly see this. The body was never meant to be reused over and over. After this cataclysm these people had to go into a survival mode. What I mean by this is that the population was dramatically reduced, the Earth was going through drastic changes and the living environment was disrupted. So the people had to resort to their animalistic urges for survival. This was the essential falling out of Eden. See the balance a consciousness has to the source or between the two realms on their current dimension should be at full power, so that the being can fully attend to his or her development. But after this fall that energy was greatly reduced and became unbalanced.
Think of two realms contorting on top of each other. This contortion produces a hole between the two realms in which energy is shared. A black hole so to say. Now think of this contortion as your chakras and before the great cataclysm they were fully blossomed flowers. Once they went into survival mode the flowers shut and soon after the offspring had seeds that didn’t even bloom or get fertilized. This disconnection caused a rapid decline of life force energy to the physical body and therefore cause the body itself to live a shorter period. This is the reason we have to reincarnate! Unfortunately when we reincarnate we can’t bring that prior knowledge because as noted earlier the body was actually only made for one life and we know that the infant brain is still in development and too fragile for that much information. So instead we store that information on the "astral" realm as I will call it.
Now many years have passed since this time, humanity has rebuilt and unfortunately our energies have never balanced out and have actually become even more unbalanced do to things like corruption, control, fear, manipulation. Some have been able to attain that level of connection back to the source or what I like to call it "they became balanced". They have told us the way and showed us the methods but since power is so tempting, control and manipulation have distorted the facts and set them into a system that won’t show you the truth but yet lead you astray.
Now for a long time I got mad as hell at the NWO, corruption, conspiracies etc but then it dawned on me. These same teachers that showed us these methods and told us the ways also told us that their will be a time when the information will be given back to you for you only need to find it within yourself.
This is where 2012 comes in. 2012 is a point in space and time where we as beings have a chance to ascend to the next level. This doesn’t mean that it will happen at the exact date. It only means that the universe presents the perfect opportunity at this point. But we as intelligent beings have the ability to do it anytime we want.
So here we have the perfect conditions in which we can ascend to the next level, but what does that mean? Does it mean we are going to have a whole new world? Not exactly. If you are aware that what makes up the universe is consciousness and consciousness creates through something we call thought then you are on your way to ascension. See when we ascend we are just going to have a different perspective on reality and the universal paradigm change so to say. We will see things different and will create a new "thought field" in which will generate a new reality. Essentially we will see more of the universe and reside on a different dimension but in a literal sense no one is going anywhere. Now those of us who have prepared for this change will notice a difference, some have already felt it. Most of the population will not even notice and some won’t even ascend. This will definitely cause a rift in the population and will have some major societal effects.
With this new level of thinking we can expect our senses enhanced and our awareness increased. Yes, to some who are prepared this means ESP, Telepathy, telekinesis etc. But honestly no one now can even fathom what these senses will be like because no one has witnessed them in 1000's of years. Even today psychics can’t compare to where many of us will be. But remember, in order to get here there has to be a well laid out path of self realization. Just because you read a few books on esoteric knowledge or perform rituals doesn’t mean you have fully blossomed the flower. If you want to know more on self realization feel free to contact me.
Next is the doom and gloom. See what we are all about to experience and the reason why this is going to be a prime opportunity is a cosmic ascension. Our galaxy, sun and planets are all increasing their energy. So when this happens the sun will go through a cycle of events called "mass coronal ejections". Now this happens every 150 years or so. It has been well documented within history and usually comes to a peak during the great ascension periods. In Revelations when they describe fire and brimstone being raged down in Gods wrath this was actually the sun producing MCE's. In 1859 or so the most recent peak event took place and cause what is today known as the Carrington event. At the time this peak of coronal ejections cause major electromagnetic interferences within the atmosphere. This is the same events that cause the "Northern Lights". But when the Carrington event happened it produced a huge Electromagnetic Pulse. Now before this time this never affected the planet but since the invention of electronics during this period it fried all major electronic devices in use. So place yourself in our society today when this event is set to peak in 2012? We have a society based exclusively on electronic power grids. Even our nuclear power stations run off of electronic computers.
Now you can see the 2012 apocalyptic event unfolding? This is probably the major reason why every major government has underground bunkers to house millions of people and why the current wealth grab is happening. So why would they keep all this from you? If it was widely known that an event could occur that could possibly wipe out the worlds power grips knocking the human race back to the ice age in one day and the governments themselves do not have the resources to do anything about it don’t you think there would be mass pandemonium and riots? Now you can start to see why the whole NWO is developing and why the governmental and corporate societies are so corrupt, they all know this event is going to happen. When it does then you will have many nuclear power plants melt down, you will have mass food riots, crimes, natural disasters, etc.
So what can we do? Have what is known as a bug out bag. Something you can grab that will have some items that can be used for defense, survival, trade and shelter. Then head towards under developed nations like Mexico or away from any major civilization. Basically you want to be three days walk from any major city and you don’t want to be near any nuclear power plants, basically a 100 mile radius.
Will this happen? I am almost sure of it. I think that sometime in later 2012 to early 2013 we will see this event happen. But please know that this event is actually a good thing for our civilization, for the earth needs to cleanse her of the crap that is unhealthy to her and us as a species need to do the same. The ones that will parish during this time will be the ones that were too caught up in the system, easily manipulated, too weak and no survival skills, too proud or afflicted towards crime. It is sad to say but we all had the warnings and we all had the opportunity. Those of us that will be left here will be the ones that will recreate our reality. We will be the ascended ones on the higher level. We will know the truths of the ages and the cycles the present themselves. The current control systems will no longer exist and we as a race will be given the chance to reconnect with the earth and live in harmony and peace with one and another. For when this event happens those who believed in man made religion will have their beliefs shattered and many will perish believing this was the prophecy being fulfilled.
My brothers and sisters, prepare for there is a new world on the horizon. For it will be the new world that we create in our own image, one with out religion but instead a knowing that we are all one and that our connection to the source and its evolution is our purpose. We will not know of money for society will operate as if it never existed. We will work to benefit each other and not ourselves individually. Instead of governments people will instead govern themselves, for their will be no money so their will be no need for crime and if there is no crime there will be no laws. We all will be able to communicate through energy and just by focusing on each other we will know everything about each other, so there will be no way to lie. The new world is brilliant and beautiful but will only happen if you choose it. For balance is presenting itself but first ye must balance yourself.
Beware of the ones that choose to charge massive amounts of money for seminars, activations, answer etc. All the information you need is contained within you. For I do charge for consultations and healing, it is no where near what these people charge and most of the time I will give you bonuses and free sessions.
If any of you on here need anything don’t hesitate to ask.
Many out there call themselves things they probable are not. I will tell you I am a practitioner of the Book of Life, and can guide and open you up to where you need to be, but I can only show you the way you must walk it yourself. Also I do long distance healing, Reiki, personal life coaching and much more. If any of you want to talk feel free to shoot me an email, if any of you need a session just let me know what you can afford and what you need and we will set something up, I have no set price and depending on what you need I will be flexible and very generous.
In Truth,
JR