Why Is The UFO Phenomenom not accepted?

Here is a great generalization of why the UFO phenomenon is not accepts in todays society and that those that actually believe in such are look at like crazies or cucks.
How many people do you know that actually look up in the sky during the day? What about at night? How about you? How many times a day do you look out at the daylight sky or the vast stary night?
Most to all will say that they know of maybe one or two star gazers or amateur astronomers and they themselves maybe look up at the sky maybe once or twice a day. Well let me tell you that if that is you, you are in the minority. It is estimated that roughly 5% of the American people actually take notice to the skys during the night and day. With that said how many of these people that look up at the skies are actually becoming active observers? I would say maybe less than 2 % of all of them. Now, lets take that two percent and contribute it to the percentage of the American population that report UFO's in a years time. You guessed, it is roughly 2%. Now we can see that the phenomenom is proportionally related to the amount of observers that are taking part. Now the next time some is arguing with you on the existence of UFO's you simply have to ask one question, when was the last time you looked at the sky?
Here is a little story to show you what I mean. I am one of those people who can look into any night sky and find a UFO, not a satellite but a craft flying outside the atmosphere. I proved this one night to a group of coworkers. The night was December 31st 2007 and we were positioned about 150 NM from the coast of San Diego. We were on a US Navy vessel, and yes this was all witnessed by US Navy Sailors. It was around midnight and I was gazing off into the clear night sky (Being out at sea away from city lights gives you a new perspective on the night sky) and someone came up to me and asked "looking for UFO's again?" I chucked at his smart ass comment, and I replied "Nope, not looking, watching some UFO's". At this time I got the attention of around 20 sailors enjoying a smoke, even the skeptics. I showed them what I was looking at and at first it appeared to be a satellite in the sky. One guy was laughing call me a conspiracy theorist, and then the same light we were all following started trailing directly behind another light. In where they proceeded in a line in the sky, until another ligher crossed their path at a 90 degree angle. Let me tell you I made beleivers out of about 20 people that night. The events went on for about an hour, we observed at one time six UFO's flying outside the atmosphere (we knew they were outside the atmosphere because of certain sensors we have onboard the ship).
The next day we arrived back in port and on the news was a report and video of six UFO's flying over San Diego. Now about a year ago I heard that the guy who video taped those UFO's claimed he did it as a prank and that they were balloons, and that he did t every year. But myself and 20 others disagree for we had the experience that was certainly not balloons.

So do this for me. Go to the clear night or day sky, and when ever you get the chance gaze up and lose yourself in its beauty and magnifigance. I am sure soon enough after looking up a few times you will see something that simply cannot be explained. If more and more people did this, the UFO phenomenom would become more of reality than it already is.

In Light

JR

Beyond The Physical Universe

Beyond the Physical Universe

When I talk of science I talk of it all as a whole, for science was only separated by man and its design it all one. Now with that being said lets take the backbone of them all and look to see if we are actually wrong in our current thinking of how the universe operates, in where I am a proud researcher that has reason to believe so.

In the word physics it is hard not to notice that the word resembles the word physical. The reason is because they derived from the same source, the Latin word “physica” which means “of the body, corporeal, or in other terms of or “pertaining to material nature”, in where physics would be the study of that which is physical. So this is actually saying that our train of thought on the breakdown of reality was based on researching all that was physical and what makes you think that anything has changed today?

So why would we think in this way? Well the greatest reason is that the way we perceive our reality is in the “physical” form. Back when these first theories were generated (or regenerated?) we only used what we could perceive with our senses or tools that were able to enhance our senses, like microscopes or telescopes and other sensors. These senses or enhanced sense allowed us to determine the workings of our environment. So what did we learn around the middle of the 20th century about the prior knowledge of science? We found that our senses are deceiving and that we cannot trust them. This conclusion came at the verification from Einstein that all “physical” existence or matter is merely condensed energy, or as you all know it better as E=MC^2.

Now you would think at this point in history there would be a paradigm change within the scientific community. You would think that instead of looking at the interactions of the physical universe we would instead start to look at energy itself and break it down. Well that is what we did, but when we did all we found was more appearances of physical matter. The more we broke it down the more complex it got. The more complex that it got the more theories that had to be generated, the more theories generated the further our actual understanding of the universe became. To find the answer to this problem science only needed to do one thing and that was listen to the advice of the man that changed the paradigm, Albert Einstein. See Einstein said that “a problem can not be solved by the same level of consciousness that created it”.

So what we see is that the direction of science changed with Einstein’s theories and facts but the level of understanding lacked by an unfathomable distance. We were approaching a black hole with a corvette or in other words we were unsure how we got there, but still wanted to discover its secrets but yet we were not prepared physically or mentally.

Now I am not saying that before Einstein that there was not scientist who had discovered this or had shown that this was the underlying principle in the universe, I am stating that the consensus within the planet up to this point was that of a physical universe which revolved around Newtonian mechanics.

Ok, so let’s look at this one more time. For 100’s or maybe 1000’s years science has been using physical explanations for existence. This changed around the mid 20th century but the mindset of the scientist approaching the problem still I believe is lacking. How and why? Well let me explain.

This is a question I have asked many times in a few different blogs but I find it appropriate to ask it to you one more time for I believe that many fail to actually grasp its concept. “If you did not exist, does the universe exist?” Now look at this carefully. For you to be in the state nonexistent means that you were, are and always have been absolutely nothing. No thoughts, no feelings not nothing. So I ask you again, if you did not exist does the universe exist? The answer is inevitably no. It is impossible to actually fathom but in logical rationalization we can conclude that if “I” never existed then “I” would not know of anything, and if I knew of nothing then I would not know of the universe. So in this sense the universe would not exist. But the greatest two conclusions that can come from this understanding are that
1. The universe is completely subjective and
2. In order for the universe to exist I must be present.
Now, I will need to go further into detail to show you why. When I speak of the word “I” I am merely talking about the presence that you call yourself. You can name many descriptive words and characteristics of who you are but I beg to differ that that is actually who you are, those words that you will describe to me are simply you processing your environment through previously learned experiences determined by your environment and other external factors. To add, these factors external and environmental are variables and can be changed at anytime. So you are not these characteristic you know as Ego or personality, but instead you are something a lot deeper and more esoteric, in where I doubt many of you are aware of this being inside yourself.

Ok so what does this all have to do with physics? Everything! For it was this laboratory based experiment that showed science that in order for any type of particle or wave to be present there must first be a consciousness to observe it. Now what does this mean and what determines a consciousness?

Well if you have not read my previous blog on consciousness I will explain in generalized fashion. Consciousness is simply an infinite level of existence or being. Within consciousness there are an endless amount of states and we call these states awareness. Everything in the universe has a consciousness. For if the smallest “particle” did not have a sense of awareness it would not exist as shown by the question I asked you.

So what did this understanding do to the world of physics? Well instead of taking it and opening up that can of worms that it does inside our mind we simply acknowledged it and left it as it. And what ever scientist that began to study and came to some esoteric teaching on the universe the scientific community would consider it blasphemy and throw it out as not being in the consensus.

But what does this verifiable fact prove? It actually shows that in order for the universe to exist that their first must have been consciousness, and that all levels of existence are simply different levels of awareness within this infinite pool of consciousness.

Well that completely destroys our physical universe does it not? Not only does it change our paradigm but it also changes our level of understand and technology. See we have a science based on products of interactions. Matter is merely a byproduct of some hidden force we have yet to discover, to add on to that the forces we know today in which matter and energy interact are also products of the interaction of this force. So why do we still base our theories on the universe on the forces we know are simply reactions to something greater? This is like saying that the refrigerator creates ice cream because every time I open it I find ice cream. There are many reasons I think mainstream science has yet to grasp this, a few are mainly ego and ignorance and next after that is because 100’s of years of work would now have to be transformed, text books would have to be rewritten and standing scientific theories would have to be changed. It is a change that would be detrimental to the scientific community, its consequences would be disastrous and its implications on society would be scary. Why because we are all creatures of habit, why despise change. We like things just the way they are. If it works why change it?

Now what does this paradigm change mean to science? Well it actually answers some long standing questions, for instance the unified field theory. Next it gives us a different perspective on mathematics, lets first look at mathematics.
As current mathematics is the language of physics or science in realty this is not true. See the formulation (formulas) is the language or blueprints as I like to call them and the numbers are the building blocks in which the make up existence. The numbers all have an intrinsic value in existence and we simply use these numbers to express what is happening. But the problem comes when a number becomes irrational or in other terms, if the number was a language then an irrational number would be a sentence that does not make sense, or is just a series of letters that goes on forever. In society today we try to understand this to the best of our ability but maybe just maybe we are approaching the numbers in the wrong way? Think of this for a moment. If we look at numbers as building blocks then we know that those numbers all have different states and that on a different level those numbers represent different values. So instead of looking at irrationality in numbers as unsolvable or undefined lets instead take a different approach and look at them in a different state, as you will see in my previous blogs this brings beauty and harmony to irrational numbers, in where this beauty and harmony is the pattern and cycles that the universe is producing with this “missing” force.

Next let’s look at the unified field theory. If we to state that all forces are actually a result of an interaction of a higher force we would need some great amount of evidence to prove and verify this. But in reality we don’t. See we humans have an impeccable way of grasping the world when we are in the right state of mind and inside our minds we are able to visualize and create these experiments in our head and come to what I call a logical rationalization, which will make the truth of the workings of the universe self evident to you. For as we know all truth is self evident because we live in a subjective universe. So in order to first understand why these forces are the result of a unified field we must understand the primary force that creates it. This information is the most esoteric and beautiful thing in the world. It has been hidden right in front our faces, many ancient cultures were aware of it and hide it within there culture. They all knew the hidden power behind it and that in the hands of a feeble or non understanding mind it can be dangerous. This force is simply the dual force matrix I call consciousness.
It is two forces with the same magnitude and opposite direction (polarity). Now when these forces are in perfection they are in complete balance and harmony. And if you look at this like I do you will notice that even if these two forces interacted all they would do would be cancel each other out and nothing could ever be created and I agree that is why whenever this symbolism is shown it is always shown with a third component. This third component is what I call the “great deceiver”. For it is this component that enters this balanced creation and creates unbalance and once unbalance is created the system only tries to restore balance. But see this unbalance is in a sense the awareness within the consciousness. It takes that balanced consciousness, unbalances it and causes it to try to restore balance in where as long as the third force is present balance will never be restored so the initial creation has to settle for the next best thing, resonance.
So wait lets look at this. We have two forces we will call cosmic forces. Then we have a third force which we will call the interference. When the interference is present it disrupts the balance of the two cosmic forces and causes the cosmic forces to establish resonance around it. This resonance we will say is trying to balance the interference so it takes the interference through different octaves until it neutralizes that interference or returns the interference to the complete balance of the two forces, this causes the interference to always be changing states.
Now in the infant stages of creation when all this manifested the cosmic forces knew that if it could somehow influence the polarity of the interference it could then establish balance in a quicker and more efficient way. But the interference also realized this concept and was able to resist. But resistance was a choice, it could either reestablish balance or it could resist and remain in disorder it will all the will of the awareness.
Now looking at this story I just told I think you can see an old story manifesting can you not? I will leave that to your interpretation.
So what I am trying to say is that reality is not really what it is perceived to be. In actuality we perceive the product of interactions. To prove this think of this example, when you look at a leaf what color is it? Green right! Actually this is wrong; this is the perfect example of how our senses misinterpret reality. The leaf absorbs red and blue colors; the green is actually the reflected color that the leaf did not use. Our eyes picks up that reflected color and uses it to determine what is there or what is happening. So our senses merely pick up products of interactions. So if that is the case then we can see why it is dangerous to devise a science based upon observations determined by the product of interactions, because we are not determining what is really there we are only determining what we see. In which is two totally different thing and this is something that everyone forgets when interpreting reality.
In conclusion we can see that the next step in science is not to peer deeper into the physical realm but instead peer deep inside our souls to try to find the truth. But in order for this to take place science must first acknowledge the existence of the soul and any acknowledgement of a soul will give existence to that of an intelligent creator. I am not going to go into detail to explain this science to you or how it explains everything that is for you to figure out yourself for truth is only self evident. I can only show you the path you must walk it., if you are interested keep reading my blogs and I will provide you the light to your path, but the actions lies within your court. I hope that in looking at this it has at the least expanded your mind to look beyond the physical universe and see something that you never knew existed. If you have trouble letting go of the current understanding of physics and science I am sorry, feel free to criticize and add comments for I love feedback and also I will entertain your beliefs for obviously we know that truth is only the truth until we come to a higher level of understanding.
With love.
JR

The Greatest Story Ever Told.

For many of you that have read my previous blogs you know that I am a very straight forward person who uses facts to organize a theory. I claim that facts are acquired wisdom over the ages. It has knowledge that has tested the tale of time.
In the last few weeks I have stumbled upon some very Esoteric knowledge. I call it the hidden within the hidden. I have tried many times in the last few days to put this information into words without much success. But then it hit me. This information was encoded for a reason, the reason was that it is for you to figure out and the way the information retains its secrecy is that no words can describe it and only understanding can come from it. For this information are seriously the makings of the universe. It is the understanding of The All in the all; it is the conception of as above so below. It is the unification of the grand scale. This is seriously the most powerful information that any being could obtain, and with power comes corruption. So with this power in the hands of others who are not attuning to it could cause devastating occurrences. So I have chosen to follow the ancient tradition and not try to put this into words. For any that seek it the clues are there and I will be more than happy to guide you in the right direction.
The biggest clue I can give to is taking the perspective of the greatest story ever told. It is common knowledge within the esoteric community that the greatest story ever told is exactly that! This is because it is a multilayered informative story that interweaves science, philosophy, spiritualism, astrology and history all into one story. It is simply the most metaphorical concentration that was ever devised. Within it, if you can find the code, it unravels the latter into the simplicity and true wisdom that is contained within it. Everything from anti gravity to the true nature of God comes to life. This is shown from experimentation and applying its principles to modern accepted scientific and religious truth.
But to say the least, modern science is wrong! When we say there is not such thing as matter and reality is just an illusion we are so close but yet so far from the truth. The truth they say is stranger than fiction.
Since this discovery I have had my sense start to shift, and my perception is starting to change. All because I now look at the world in a new view. I hope that all who seek it find its truth and wisdom, because it is simply beautiful but in a sense not what you would expect.
I am still in kindergarten on this knowledge but I will tell you that it transforms your perspective and relates to all. The story of humanity is now so clear it is right in front of my eyes.
If anyone is interested feel free to contact me. I will give you hints but I will not show you the path for I cannot put it into words.
The first few hints are these:
Coral Castle
God, Lucifer, Man
The magnetic Atom
Particle/Wave interactions
M-Theory
I hope all find what they are looking for.
In love and light.


I will post more on this by request..
Joshua

The Most Sought After Math Problem Ever

Can you find a pattern in this number??? Many have tried, few kept their sanity. It is said that publishing this number is equal to copyright and identity theft for at some point within it infinite series it will repeat every series of numbers possible including all social security numbers and bank account numbers.
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Now few know that I have actually found something very intriguing and symmetrical about this number. But to come by it takes a different perspective. From this perspective you will see nature or God for this matter is anything but random. Every detail is carefully planned. Things called randomness; chaos and chance are only levels of understanding we have yet to comprehend.

If you can repeat my patternization within this number contact me immediately for we will be entitled to the next Nobel Prize in Math...lol
But seriously ...I can not for fame or glory but for the understanding and wisdom that reality gives to me. For starters let me explain how I got to my conclusion.
It is quiet simple actually.
Think about the make up of things. Everything we perceive in this reality is simply a condensed form of a micro level. So in that thinking, Math, as scientist say is the language of science. So if Math is a language what about its alphabet? This got me thinking. For I know that in order to understand some words when speaking you need to understand the sounds that compose them, right? So if we are looking a number expressed in Base 10 mathematics, and it seems irrational, then why don’t we try to explain that rationality in a simplified form?


Well this is where it gets a little tricky. See, when the number PI reaches infinity, the limit is undefined. In this case any further breaking down of the undefined number only results in inconclusive results. Well that is what I thought too. But if you break PI down to Binary weird things start happening......At first when you do the first series of repeating numbers, nothing really significant happens, but when you start stretching the digits symmetry comes into view.
Now when you convert PI to binary remember that the numbers after the decimal are not single digits! So say for instance when converting 314 to binary you get 100111010 but the same numbers expressed differently in binary are 3 and 14 is 11 1110...the two are completely different so in conversion you are not going to do single digits for you are not representing the whole expressed number. Yes I know it is an irrational number in mathematical terms, but I believe that the term irrationality is only a limit that we have yet to understand.
I think of this more as completion increases as you approach infinity.
So once you convert Pi to binary, you get this......Now to attest...this is Computational based binary....In where the (.) is expressed.
Now I urge all of you to copy and paste that below script and admire it. I believe it is the coding behind all creation. I have highlighted the repetitive (11) which repeats I believe 806 times and then you come to the first marker point. The (00 110100 00) Now this point marked in green and grey is representing a start and end point. In between you have binary 52(numerology is 7) But what is not pointed out is that after each End point, the (00-52-00) there is a number that repeats at the beginning, it is binary 40 (101000). Not if you take the sections a part at the start and end points you will find complete symmetry. In that, each Set as I call them...Set= binary 40 to the start of the green 00. Now in between that you will find 50 repeating (11) and in-between the (11) you will find a certain Binary number. Which just happen to be Even. And not just even but based on a set of numbers that is no greater than 52 and is all multiples of 4. In where they are
4,8,12,16,20,24,28,32,36,40....and 52
Now when we factor the multiples down by 4 we get
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 and don’t forget about 52! 13!!!!! To add more coincidence...52 numerogically is equal to 5+2=7 where we are now seeing that in this set computation 52 is being set equal to 13,
But where else have 13 and 7 been almost set equal to each other? Well they are both Primes...but there has to be somewhere else???? Well you if you have not guessed it I will give it to you..
1:1:2:3:5:8:13
Fibonacci sequence...In where the 7th number is 13...So in Mathematics we actually express it like this F7=13
Now, there has to be something to all those repeating even numbers right! Well there is and it is astronomical. Each Set (Binary40 to end set (green numbers) corresponds to every other set within a certain combination or even numbers. This is where Set 1=Set 2, Set 2= Set 3, Set 1= Set 3, Set 3= Set 100,001. Or An Expression of Set (x) = to the same expression of Set (y)
Don’t believe me? Try it your self. Compare set one and set two. Look for the binary patterns that repeat. No two sets will be the same but each set will compare to an infinite amount of sets no matter what the permutations.
It gets more complex and confusing....But copy the below to word. Then separate the sets. Start with the first End signal. (0011010000) and go to the beginning of the next... (The end numbers right before it.)
Then use the highlight tool to highlight all the binary components that match in each set. No set is the same and all sets correspond to each other...it is natures pattern. It is literally nature saying I am not random; I have a method to my madness and a pattern to everything........
I leave this to you all. If anyone feels to publish this research please contact me first.......If you have any misunderstanding on it or can prove it false, please do.
Any updates to it please let me know.....Below are the first 3 sets....
Also to show you something. Look at Math in the sense of structure. It is merely the building blocks that we use to create reality. Now it is a language expression of the blocks themselves. So please know that base 10 Pi is not expressed that same as base 2 Pi. In where the Base 10 Pi is a condensed form of Base 2. So Pi in base 10 is a house and Pi in Base 2 is the nails, wood, dry wall etc. You can not look at one as the other, for the wood is not the house, the nails are not the house, but when condensed into form, or when the house is built it is then an expression of the house.....
In Light...
Joshua

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Rare Occurneces with Prime Numbers?

What is the the most symmetrical and function of Prime numbers that Math has yet to explain?
First let me get into some elementary mathematics first.
ab=ba correct? This is symmetry
a=1
b=2
1*2=2*1
Ok let’s complicate it a little.
a=2
b=3
a*2b=b*2a
2*2(3)=3*2(2)
12=12
Weird but true...
Now for the truly weird.
a* (b+b)= b* (a+a)
a=2
b=3
2*(3+3)=3*(2+2)
12=12
Now this works for every set of numbers but lets get to pure symmetry.....
What set of numbers, when placed in this formula will give complete symmetry? In where the two numbers and their sums (a+a) and (b+b) will be symmetrical forwards and backwards?
Would it matter if I said that is a very important Prime number! In actuality it is only one Prime number. Does any one know what it is?
You guessed it.....13!
Let’s try it.
We will take 13 and then read it backwards, 31.
These are both prime numbers!
Ok, so now let’s pluck them into the formula.
a=13
b=31
13*(31+31)=31*(13+13)
Now that looks cool, right!
Ok let’s take it a step further...
13*(62)=31*(26)
Did you see it!!!! Read the complete equation backwards......
13*62=26*31
Complete symmetry using 13.....But wait....This is all happening because of a summation of 13 and it’s reverse. In which both are primes and their summation is not. So could it be? Could the product of the equation be a sum of two prime numbers?
That it is....
806/2= 403 where 403 is a prime number.
Pretty weird eh?
13 is seriously a special number in nature and life. My higher self taught me this in one night, in which I have never seen it before. If anyone has ever seen this before please let me know where.
Now why is 13 important?
I would love to have some feedback on this. I currently have a String Theory or more over an M-theory in where 13 is the number of dimensions in reality not 11. And when you use it in the formula of 12+1 you come to startling conclusions.....
Let me know all...
Love light and hugs..
Joshua

Creation Explained...Atleast for now.

This is a semi detailed description of many thoughts that were put together that came from a higher awareness. Now remember in order to comprehend a higher thought on this level we have to describe it with the limitations that we are bound by on this level. So my perspective might confuse the hell out of you or it might be the epiphany you have been waiting or. I think many will want to call the crazy house and tell them to get a bed ready, either way this needs to be said, for it is my working understanding that is gaining more detail everyday, but this is what I got so far. Enjoy.
I consider myself a scientist. I am well read and educated on the subject, I use its methods in my research and whenever I propose a theory I always seek to prove it with full understanding on my current level of awareness. But unlike our educated modern day scientist, when I come to some information that does not make sense to me or the community I work in I don’t just make up or create new components that in reality don’t exist to fill in the missing information or fill that theory in with the information I simply don’t understand because that is the only way to make the equation work! In doing this method mentioned above we are proving that theory that was created as being explained with the something we do not understand. Get it? This is not right and it is absurd that modern day science comes to a consensus on this. It is the same as saying that we have all this information stating that the earth is flat, millions of people believe it, but then all of a sudden we have to explain the curvature problem, and from this the flat world scientist make up imaginary laws and components to keep the current consensus theory. So in reality if a million people believe in a bad idea, it is still a bad idea.
So let’s look at this:
The modern scientific theory accepted by many astrophysicists is that the Universe about 13.7 billion years ago was the size of a pea. That is right all the matter and energy was composed within this pea. Then, it exploded and all that matter and energy spread out at the speed of light in all directions. Only after sometime did it
Slow down and start cooling, in which all the matter and energy started to conform together and but still expand at the speed of light.
Now if you are like me and realize the box doesn’t exist, which is on the contrary to the scientist who are aware of the box and can look out of it but fail to understand that even looking out of it still limits your perspective. Then here are a few questions you will ask the scientist. (I will explain all these two with my theory)
1.) If the universe was the size of a pea and everything was contained in it, all laws and forces, then what was the area around the pea?
2.) Isn’t matter just condensed energy? So wouldn’t the pea then be just all matter or all energy? How can you have a mixture of both?
3.) What was the force that held the pea together? What was the force that caused it to form that way?
4.) What was the force that caused it to explode?
5.) When something explodes in a vacuum it continues on that path until acted upon by another force (Newton’s Laws of motion), in which the pea exploded cooled, and started to form galaxies, stars, nebulas, etc. So if that is the case why does something that is expanding (all parts moving away from each other) start coming back together, then start cooling? Then slow down, or keep its same rate of expansion. It makes no sense, unless there was force acting upon it externally.
If modern science is correct about this theory then our science is wrong as for the Big Bang contradicts our laws.
6.) Where did the pea and what surrounds it come from in the first place?
Now I am sure any scientist could sit there and give some explanation to describe all these questions, but when you break down what they say they will use undetermined theories and made up components to explain this. In reality, this is only the working model they have and the further they look into it the more complex it gets.
I am a fond supporter of Acoms razor, which says, "With everything being equal the simplest explanation is the right answer".
Now that latter transcription seems very improbable, mainly because the answer it states contradicts itself to our known laws and also it leaves the exact question it set to define unanswered.
So are we to be in consensus with modern science to say that we have theories and the more answers we get form these theories the more theories that have to be proposed and the more questions that arise? Or is it as simple as the Hermetic axiom, “as above, so below”?
You decide.
With help from my higher consciousness in which I feel the connection is getting stronger and stronger everyday, almost to the point of where I can’t sleep it helped me understand this and in a nutshell this is what I have learned and what I will try to explain for the first time in a logical and organized manner.
Let’s take a philoscientigious (philosophy, science, religion)
Approach.
What came first the Chicken or the Egg?
This is not an unanswerable question; it simply takes a different perspective to solve. In this case the answer is not within the question and the answer is simply something we would never expect. This can be shown by reading my prior blog on Consciousness, in where if you never existed the universe would not exist and in order for any of the atoms in the chicken or the egg to be present there must first be awareness there to observe them.
So let me take you away deep inside your imagination. Erase the big bang from your mind and now think of a universe with the construct of consciousness and everything that exists within it is merely just representing a different state of awareness. Now take yourself back to the beginning of this awareness. Now Imagine NO Thing. Nothing. Not even desolate space, not even space. Absolutely nothing, not even darkness exists.
The interesting thing about this Nothing is that it never existed. For existence takes a conscious observer to take part, right!
So what was the beginning? I know it was simply what I would call the "First thought". Nothing as we can only comprehend it became aware, or simply stated awareness became of the nothing, or nothing became everything just through self awareness.
Now first we must understand something. Before the awareness there was nothing. Not even time. Once that awareness became, then moment one happened. Next comes moment two. In which the thought flows from the first moment to the next, but still existing in the first moment as well as the next. We now have two thoughts in two moments within this "Thought Field". This is where time is created. The two thoughts are aware of each other, they realize that if they both now create a thought those thoughts will be represented in the next moment, and it happens. The next moment gave birth to two thoughts, in which the first and second still existed. The process is still going on today, it has never stopped and as long as we keep our awareness and allow that awareness to keep thinking, existence will keep happening.
This first thought that created this "Thought Field" can even be experienced today by us. It shows that the entire universe and all energy contained within is conscious and that the purpose of every thought is to create, experience, grow and think next from a higher level. All great teachers knew this and tried to show us these techniques.
So this shows that everything we see around us was a creation of something’s or someone’s imagination. The "Thought field" can be described as the mind of God and we are simply his imagination. Don’t believe me? Look around you. What do you see that was not first an idea (thought) within someone’s mind? The table, computer, chair, rug, wall, posters, components, your whole reality around you right now is composed of someone else’s thoughts. What makes you think that nature and the universe is any different?
Everything has a pattern and rhythm to it. When science states that everything happened out of chaos and disorder and that certain numbers have no pattern to them, science just fails to understand something that is larger than them. For anything that brings about fear, confusion, doubt or frustration is simply something we don’t understand.
Ok, so if this is true how does it explain everything? Well let us look at the universe. Instead of a big bang we now have a rapid growth that doubles itself in each moment. So we can see how the universe is expanding right? Wrong. First we need to understand how conscious awareness is created before we can see the inner workings of how it creates. For the first thought was the birth of consciousness or God as we call it.
Now this is going to be hard to explain, for I can see it in my mind, but it happens on a different level of knowing that most of us can’t comprehend, it took me a long time to even realize what the thought was.
Take that same nothing, if you can give it a center; metaphorically speaking. Think of everything in every which direction pulling into the center and collapsing onto itself. Now appears a center light or what many know as a singularity. This center has contorted all the emptiness around it into itself, which in this case, there is no space. So in its creation it is forced to collapse onto itself and create space within itself, a black hole of sorts. This is the field born within the first thought, the conscious construct as it would be called, in which infinity exists simply out of nothing. You can actually say that if you look inside nothing you will seriously find everything.
So we have this conscious entity that has collapsed onto itself to create infinity. Then it simply creates thoughts in this field where each thought creates thoughts within its own given moment all the while all thoughts in all prior moments are still present and creating their new thoughts in the next moment. It is a compound exponential process that we call reality. It is completely dependent on the awareness of the prior and the next.
Now, all the time this is happening each thought is still connected to and emanating from the first thought. In actuality the only thought that exists is that first thought. But since all thoughts are connected to the "mind" of God, all energy emanates from this. Think of it as the source of all energy, where it is the highest state. Energy (thought) we know flows from a high to a low state. So what happens when energy reaches its next state? It evolves (ascends) to the next level (dimension). Or as we know it experiences a new level of existence where it has a new level of thoughts where it creates on a new level. Just like the first thought did, and the second, so on so forth.
So in science when we look at this spiritual theory of the universe how does it explain everything, or what science calls the Holy Grail of Physics? Well for all of you out there that have been waiting for this, put your mind in that open space where it has no limits and boundaries, lift your awareness to not that of the simple layman but of a spiritual genius who is aware of everything and anything and can comprehend all that is thrown at them. So without further a due, here it is.
For an example we will use the Earth because it is something we are all very familiar with and know. But first in order to avoid confusion we have to say that since we will be looking at the Earth residing on a new dimension in which we know that a new dimension is away from the source in where the source is the highest potential, the new dimension is now a lower state. (Energy travels from a high to low)
This is showing us that the source is the highest dimension and all other dimensions away from it are not higher but lower dimensional states. In where awareness evolves by living in one dimension, takes in all the energy it can and then transfers its energy from that high potential to the next lower state. I know this seems confusing but bear with me here.
Think of it as states of solids. We will take water for example. Let’s say that water starts as a solid (ice). This is directly from the creator. It evolves into liquid water after it takes in all the energy it can. Water is a less dense form, or a lower dimensional state. Now the waters vibrational state is higher in this lower dimensional state. The vibrational state is the evolved energy. Now let’s take this one step further. The water now completes the next cycle and takes in all the energy it can in its liquid form and is now a gas. It now resides on a lower dimensional state or lower energy level, where it is less dense but on a higher vibrational state. This is in accordance with our current laws of science, why should anything be any different?
So now back to the creation of Earth, from the lowest forms of energy to the most condensed forms of matter it is prevalent that they are all made of the same stuff, in which the stuff seems to be repeating the same cycle over and over again.
We know that in this cycle consciousness comes first, and is the construct that everything exists within. So in the place that we now know that the Earth exists, a long time ago a conscious awareness formed, this awareness came from a higher dimensional level and when it evolved its energy transferred to the next medium.
When it manifested it took space time in all directions and pulled it onto itself by contorting and collapsing it into its center. When it did this it created all time space to angle in towards its center. (I like to envision an Einstein Rosen bridge)


Now this awareness has a vibrational pattern. This pattern is somewhat like a blueprint. This blueprint is what I call a thought form. It is the manifested appearance on that dimensional level of what the creator sees it as.
We now have a blueprint to be filled in and we have energy or other forms of awareness within this dimensional state. We call them atoms. Now all these atoms are just different states of awareness of this same consciousness, some more evolved and some less. So everything that is on a higher energy level or vibrational state than the manifested awareness starts moving towards that "thought form" and fills in its structure until the structure is complete and needs no more. This is where condensed matter and gases start creating the structure of the earth.
The kicker to this is that all matter is created the same way. (As above so below eh?)
Now we all know that in whatever dimension anything is happening that in order for it to be aware or conscious it must travel through moments or time, this is how the first constructs were created within this dimension. So when the Conscious awareness of earth was created it first contorted time space in individual moments, where the contortion and collapse happened over time. Think of a spring. Where when you look at it from the top it is simply a circle but when you change perspectives it has dimensionality to it that flows over time. This is the same idea and this is what sets this energy off into a spinning cycle.
After the earth pulls all its energy it needs to form its structure it begins creating itself. But wait! What about those damn laws of physics, the Strong and weak interactions, electromagnetic and Gravity!
Well, be assured it is all explained. The strong and weak interactions can easily be explained by the transfer of energy from a high to low state. In being the conscious awareness exists on a level of higher intelligence (highly evolve vibrational state) but lower density or lower energy potential. So it pulls all energy around it towards it and keeps that energy its pulling attracted towards it. This is what holds all atomic structures together, the underlying consciousness within it. This is the –why- that science has searched for!
Next we will look at the electromagnetic force. We all know about duality. The creator learned about this very early. Actually at the exact moment of creation, for in order for creation to be the high potential there has to be a low potential. This is the duality of the universe, but also translates into polarity, or the basic principles of electromagnetism.
Think of electromagnetic forces like primitive emotions. Now due to other bodies within the solar system, universe and interactions that took place, the characteristics and its polarization will be based on that and also the amount of condensed matter that formulates around its beginning potential. This will actually be used to created balance within its system but also as a defense mechanism. The balance will be with the other bodies and the defense will be from other attracted energies it doesn’t desire.
Also to add, think of its first manifestation and awareness. This energy becomes collapsed once it forms with all the matter and energy around it (visualize increasing pressure on a gas; it will strain to reach equilibrium, eventually breaking through the weakest points). When it collapses it does so in the path of least resistance. If you can visualize this it is simply energy escaping out of the “poles” and rebalancing itself around the new mass, creating what we know of as an electromagnetic field. Which can be seen in many ways but the best example I like to think of when looking at it is think of energy transferring from one medium to another, the movement is the current and the things being moved are the aware states of conscious energy. This movement of these states creates a product; this product is an electromagnetic force. It is simply the network of energy moving from point A to point B, in where point A and point B have the same increasing potential but are different polarizations, and the polarization is simply a means for them to create a balance.
Now it is time for the big one, Gravity. So how does gravity tie into this? Do you remember that contorted field from earlier, the one that consciousness created and pulled its structure onto? When it contorts and collapses onto itself it pulls from all directions of space time. This much appears like downward hills in all directions all towards the center. This is gravity. Einstein was right but had the wrong idea on the field. The object is not separate from space time the object is simply a part of space time.
In conclusion, we can see that sciences theories on creation lack some huge answers. With a review of my semi detailed theory we will see that maybe, just maybe if science placed consciousness first they could answer the ultimate questions.
In review, there was no such thing as the big bang. It is almost impossible to prove with today’s known laws of physics. In a sense of trying to describe the creation with a limited comprehension and understanding that our feeble minds can perceive we see that it is not impossible to ponder but almost irrational to put into words. To think that Nothing never existed and that a collapse of something within a never existing field, in where it creates a black hole universe within itself is seriously delusional. But has a sense of rational, does it not?
Let’s look at the big picture for a moment. At first there was consciousness, a first thought. This consciousness had another thought and created the first moment. Now with two thoughts the process continued, it evolved. Each thought within itself creates a new thought, in where each one is striving to attain a higher energy level; they do this by experiencing whatever level of awareness they can.
We have to assume that that all dimensional levels, laws, forces and space time were the first series of thoughts that took place but not necessarily in that order. But the list goes on, this process goes on to evolve into everything we know, it was all created by “one thought” and is all contained within that one thought. There is a lot more to describe on this making. I can go into severe detail on this process and above is basically a simplified version. I can go as far to show how this process actually happens, how strings came to be and vibrated on the different states. Then formed into sub atomic particles in which physical existence came to be. I can show you how on the super sub-atomic level that a string is contained on 12 dimensions or states of awareness and that that interaction is the actually reason that all matter and energy exist today. Even though there are more that 12 dimensions on a physical level of existence that we know all those levels are all based on a combined computational probability of all states of all strings at the same time, which since the strings themselves are evolving and come from an infinite source is undefined or infinite in itself. But that is for another time and I think what is already here is a lot to fathom and take in.
Like always in love and light, peace be with you all and remember there is only two states that one can be in, either existence or nonexistence and if we didn’t exist then this would be a very awkward moment would it not?

Food For Thought

Food For Thought.
For those of you, who love the English language; please remember that as it says in the Bible, the "Gods" separated man by tongue for a reason. This separation was in reality the separation of the words themselves. The English language is actually a reversed expressed tonic language of the ancients, in where if you break down all the main English words etymologically you will find they all relate back to Hebrew, Arabic, and Phoenician etc. Like the words in those languages many words in English carry certain energies and are then used in the opposite fashion. It just adds to the energy appropriation.
Here are few to get you thinking.
Religion- religare: means to mend back to one, used in today’s terms as a separation of mankind in to denominational sects of belief.
Peace/Piece- To bring humanity into unity and harmony with no violence: Also means it separate from the whole.
Worship/Warship: To give praise to the higher power: A vessel used to destroy enemies.
Pray/Prey: A personal and communicative action of talking to God or ones higher self::::A hunted game, or victim to a predator.
Whole/Hole: Everything together again, complete: A void within something, (Hole)
Know/No: To know something means to be aware of its presence in understanding/ No means not with your consent, or I don’t KNOW
This is just a few homonyms of many. Symbols also take on the same meanings. Swastika, Peace sign etc.
Just thought it was interesting to no, I mean <---- (another one) know.
With Love and Light.
Joshua

Consciousness

"God is within me but yet I am not he"
This is probably one of the most important axioms that have ever come out of any esoteric or religious text. The reason is because it defines the conscious nature of the All. Let me explain.
It is apparent in modern scientific theory that in order for anything to exist, to have form and to not be void that it must first be awareness there to observe it. This is summed up in many different theories within classical and modern theoretical physics but is easily understood by placing yourself as the ultimate observer.
This is going to be the ultimate paradox but it is needed for the understanding of the lessons upon which life will present you. Imagine that you never existed. You are not even nothing, not void, not even that which would make up void. You are not even a thought or could have never been a thought. You never existed. Now take that mindset and ask yourself, if you didn’t exist does the universe exist? The answer inevitably is No; the universe would not exist for a matter of two reasons. Number one is that I exist now, so in order for the universe to exist I must be a part of it. I know what many of you are thinking, "but even if I don’t exist there is still someone else that would exist to observe the universe". Well this is the paradox. How do you know that? If you didn’t exist you would know of nothing, you would not be a thought, so the pattern of comprehension is actually beyond you for no one else can exist if you don’t exist. So this is where the number two reason of logical rationality of this question comes into play. In order for anything to exist there must be an awareness to observe it or experience it, if I don’t exist that which was meant to be observed does not exist.
This is equal or equivalent to saying that the observer is that which is being observed, so the existence of both is paramount for the equation to actually make sense.
So this brings to light that behind everything that we know of there is a consciousness working. Now I like to think of it this way for it is the best way to understand what consciousness is.
Think of a computer construct, much like the Matrix movie. This is consciousness. It is the construct in which any and all possibilities can manifest. That means that which does exist is simply a state or level of that consciousness observing itself. We call this awareness.
So when saying "god is within me but yet I am not he" we are actually saying “Consciousness is within me but I am not all consciousness" or in other terms "I am within a state of awareness or observation within an infinite consciousness".
So this brings new light to the old sayings that the truth is lying right in front of your face. Or that you have always held the secrets to the universe within yourself. The reason this is said is because it is literally the truth, there is no questions that needs to be asked but yet the only action that needs to be taken is to put it into perspective. Think about it. The only reason anything exist is because you are here to observe it. The universes existence depends as much on you as you do on it.
The Hermetic Axiom from the Kybalion says this the best by saying:
~The All is in all but it is equally true that all is in the All, for he that understands this hath come great knowledge.`
So what does this mean? It means that we are a level or state of all existence. Everything that is around us is all a matter of a different state of being. From the superstrings that make up space-time to the subatomic particles that make up atoms to the billions upon billions of stars and galaxies that make up the universe, we are all a state or level of awareness of the same creation, the ultimate creation.
The reason this is important to know is because once you realize the underlying truths of existence then everything else is child splay. And you must ask yourself is it really this simple? Put it to work. Test the theory any way you can. Put this logical process to work in any part of life. When I was shown these truths it came in the form of higher mathematics and quantum physics, in where it unified a long sought after problem within the latter, also it combined an intelligent creator into the equation for that is the only way it will work.
The significance of this knowledge showed me that nothing is from chance. That nothing is from chaos. There is no such thing as being random. If someone claims this, either in science or metaphysics you know they just do not understand that which is in front of them. If I told you that there is a beautiful and significant pattern within the number Pi you probably would not believe me, but it is there and I have found it. I am keeping this knowledge on the down low until more research is done and until I can consult a professional on these matters but let me tell you that from this pattern I can see the handy work of the intelligent creator and it shows you everything in everything. Like they say "As above so below", it is ever so true.
Understanding the difference between consciousness and awareness is very important to anyone’s growth. For sometimes we think we are that which is conscious but in reality we are that which is aware of that consciousness. We are a state of that consciousness we call awareness and or simply a level of its existence. Now most of us experience only a limited perspective of this awareness, for our ego can go in and limit that full awareness that we were born with. Overcoming those obstacles allows for this ascension back to this state that we desire to be in. This is ascension. This is what Jesus, Buddha, Krishna and all the great sages taught. This is our destiny.
Now as you can see this is some very powerful teachings, can you see now why it was suppressed? For if 6.8 billion people knew this in their egotistical mindsets the world would be ruined within one night. Many can not handle the truth. Many will never know the truth. But the time is coming where you who read this will need to know this truth. For the time of removing the veil of ignorance is before us.
In Love and light, much love.
Joshua

Ego: the Journey Continues

This is a reply from a preivous blog on the Website, Esotericonline.ning.com...The reply was about Ego which was mentioned in the previous blog posted here. Enjoy!

Tris replied to one of my blogs and he gave me an alchemical process of clearing Ego but also notified me that Ego is not entirely bad. So I realized that maybe my words were misinterpreted or I failed to clearly write in the blog exactly what I meant. So with this post I will put all the energy towards explaining what Ego is and the processes of realization that come from it and how it is bad and also good.
First we have to know what Ego is. Now I will never give a text book definition, but I will give you an interpretation from what I have learned in my life and with coaching and helping others. Ego is the individual aspect of yourself that is molded by society, your environment and you experiences in life. I would also like to add that Ego is also your level of ignorance or in sense awareness.
Now, Ego can easily be seen as good. It creates our individuality; it provides us with our level of thoughts, imagination and creativity. It brings out our personality and really makes us the people we are today. So in a sense Ego is the ultimate learning experience. It is that which allows us to learn. I guess you can call it your level of learning awareness also. But see this good aspect of Ego can be exploited, misused, misguided, mislead, and even manipulated.
See you are not born with Ego. You are born with a clean slate so to say. In a neurological sense Ego is created like this. When an infant is born their brains only have a few amounts of wrinkling. This wrinkling is thought to be neural network pathways forming. When you are growing up and experiencing certain things and events those pathways start to become molded in a certain shape. Think of it like in electronics. The electrons always take the path of least resistance. So when your mind is forming these neural pathways they form in the easiest ways possible so that the signals can travel with the least resistance. Now imagine lightening in the clouds. The current forms pathways in the clouds under the path of least resistance. This is almost exactly how the neural pathways in the brain form. Think of those neural pathways as thought patterns or ways of thinking. When you keep thinking the same way you mold that pathway and your brain knows to use it next time because it has the least resistance.
So now we can see these neural networks forming. Well in every human these networks are all different. No one thinks the same way. Everyone’s pathway is formed differently. This can easily be attributed how we are brought up in life. Not one person, even twins will have the same experiences, thoughts, feelings or paths in life. That means that individuality will dominate. This biological sense of individuality is Ego. It is accomplished through a process, it is not who we are in reality, it is a product of our environment and can be changed anytime.
Now this does not mean that we can live without it and I think this is where people might have got confused in my blogs and I am sorry for that. Sometimes in writing, we are not the one really writing and just because I can understand it and see it in my mind doesn’t mean that someone reading it will understand it the same.
The point I was trying to get to with overcoming ego was to overcome this conditioned ego. The one you formed unknowingly and unwillingly. The one the society had a chance to manipulate. The one that has taken years of electromagnetic interference, the one that you question today.
Why? Well this Ego that you have formed allows you a limited perspective on reality. It only allows you to experience things in a certain way. It only shows you what it has been conditioned to know reality is. This is why drugs have a significant perspective change on individuals. It takes those bio processes and changes the pathways or receptors allowing the experiencer to have a different perspective on reality. Think if you didn’t need drugs to do that? Think if only it was a formularized conditioning that you did to yourself that allowed you to change the pathways in your mind? Well it is.
You might be wondering, why is Ego bad or in a lot of sense I use, evil? The reason is because ego is that limiting factor that holds you from attaining that which you seek; it is that voice that creates fear and doubt. It is that personality that always gets you in binds. It is that way of thinking that creates unsolvable scenarios for you. It is that which drives addiction. It is that which impedes your spiritual growth, and for a good reason. It is the tool, the ultimate measure of experience. It is that which protects that esoteric knowledge. For all knowledge is already contained within us we just must overcome the ignorance of this lower self in order to obtain it.
So like anything in the world Ego has its two balances. Good and Evil. It is the ultimate double edged sword. But we must also remember that in order to truly awaken that being within we must overcome our own ignorance. We must pass the test. We must control our minds to think the way we want to think, to experience the way we want to experience, to create the way we want to create and to grow the way we want to grow. This first comes with the realization that Ego impedes all the latter. Next comes with recognizing those moments in your life when any such Ego centered perspective comes through and when they do you make note and inform your mind of how you want it to change. Essentially you are breaking habits. You are changing patterns of thought. You are retuning yourself to a different level, in where you can think on multilevel of perspective instead of a very narrow band.
So I have given a few hints on how to overcome this side of ego that we find undesirable, Tris gave the Alchemical version which I recommend every read. In every great metaphysical and religious sect you will find versions of how to do this, but one thing I have learned is that we are not all the same and that all the information in the world that is right at our fingertips is only that, information. When I read a book on how to meditate I keep in mind that this was how this person does it. I am different. I can take their method and make it work for me. Recently what I have realized is that no book, person, sage, religion, philosophy or instruction can show you how to do anything, they only can give examples of how they did it. The real answer to all your questions is inside you. You already know how to overcome the fears and doubts. Some of you are scared because it will create a dramatic life change. Some of you are weary as for addiction runs your life and escaping the pains and sorrows of it are something you are not ready for yet.
My best recommendation to anyone is to gather the will power, cleanse the temple completely, retrain your mind to fit within your goals and aspirations, and listen to your heart. In this process on whatever way you work it out for you, you will find where your real priorities in life lay, you will find that thing that truly impedes your growth.
Always as before if anyone is interested in private sessions I am available. I hope that my words inspire and motivate many and with others I hope it allows you to obtain your goals in life. As for me, I am a student as well as you, I am figuring out this great mystery as the time goes by I was just luck enough to be raised with a perspective that taught me the box never existed.
As Remco would say, Hugs to all, in all light and love may peace be with you.
Joshua

The Two Truths of an Illusionary Universe.

When breaking down science we see that there is very little that we actually know. Just the other day scientists came out and said that they had made a mistake and under calculated the size of the known universe by almost 90%! That is one hell of a miscalculation. Things like this make me put more faith in esoteric teachings than in raw science.
So, lets now look at what we do know as of right now with our current level of understanding. Now I say with our current level of understanding because it only takes a moment in history for that understanding to shift dramatically, ask Copernicus or Feynman.
You’re Perspective Reality:
Light travels through mediums and then bounces, refracts and reflects off of objects which all including the the light, mediums are contained within a construct we know as time space. This light hits your eye. Once it hits your eye the light stimulates photoreceptive cells called rods and cones. These rods and cones are neurons that produce an electrical polarization that travels down the optic nerve in the form of bio-electrical signals to the visual cortex.
Once in one of the deepest and darkest parts in the back of the brain the visual cortex uses those signals along with a huge neural network that was molded during your life to produce an image and interpretation of what it thinks it sees in the world. This all happens in less than a 10th of a second. That is one hell of a computer!
Now here is the interesting facts. Think of the rods and cones as antenna and the visual cortex as a demodulator for that antenna. So in essence it is a radio. Now how does that radio know how to tune to the correct channel? Well this is where that neural network I mentioned earlier comes into play. Where does this network come from? It is molded into your brain from the time of birth. It is the product of your conditioned environment; it is the culmination of all learned lessons, all the absorbed information from teachers, parent’s friends and strangers. It actually is the parameters and boundaries that your brain works upon. It is your molded perspective on reality. So what does this mean? How are these truths?
This is where it gets interesting. I have presented no truths only a process on how science explains the current understanding of how reality is created. To this day, scientist only have theories on how light is created or where it comes from, they are very uncertain and have no understanding to the shaping and molding of that neural network and how it affects our perspective reality and the most shocking is that none of it is real, not the light, rods, cones, cortex, optic nerve or even the reality that is being interpreted for once your break it down into its quantum mechanical form it looses all its mass and becomes unpredictable to its where about and then all those things that we perceive as matter only have a probability of existing at a certain spot in space-time and that when they do appear only contain 99.999% empty space! So what is real? What is the truth?
The truth is that reality is truly whatever you want it to be. If your reality is simply a product of your conditioned environment then un-training your mind to those parameters allows you to take a different perspective on reality. We as humans supposedly only see less than 1% of the current electromagnetic spectrum, we call this section visible light. That means that there is over 99.999% more universe out there for you to see, why limit yourself to only a small fraction?
So the question is how do you untrain or retrain your brain? Well first we must understand that your brain is not you, it is a tool used in the form of a machine. Everything contained within it is a component of that machine, so wouldn’t it be imperative to make sure that that machine is very finely tuned? So what would impede cognitive action? The biggest killer of all of us is that actual perspective reality that is conditioned from our societal environment, we know this as Ego.
To this point many of you probably fail to comprehend what I mean about ego being the devil or drop the D and let’s just call it evil. So let’s start with this. If I asked you to describe yourself to me what would you say?
"I am- Happy,smart,loving,caring,hard working,etc" the list will go on with any amount of descriptive words, but I hate to tell you that is not who you are. That is who you think you are and that is what your environment has molded you to be. Don’t believe me? Put yourself in the mindset that you grew up in a small poor port town in Ecuador. You lived in a shack, had little to no money, never went to school because you couldn’t afford it, contracted malaria when you were younger, became amnesic at some point in your teens, went through a series of sexual and emotional travesties that made you hate the world you lived in. Now lets say you are the same age you are now, how do you think you would answer that question again? Completely different! Your perspective on life, on purpose on everything has just taken a complete turn into an unknown direction. So ego in any sense just seems like a survival technique that evolved overtime to help us survive in our environment, right? That could mean that ego is a representation of our animalistic mind, not our cognitive and human mind. In where our ego sways us from certain situations that produce risk, conflict or more importantly anything that goes against those conditioned parameters upon which it was created! It protects itself, its own survival. Think of this analogy for I think it is the best one I can give on this topic.
Your mind is a very fast car that can go any speed that you can understand. Your consciousness or spirit is the driver which is in full control. The speed of the car is your perspective reality and amount of understanding of that reality. The steering wheel is how you control the car.
Now the car can go any speed you want and any direction you want. BUT! We were trained that there is a speed limit posted on the road and within this road there is a center medium and side line that we don’t cross. If you have not already guessed it the road and speed limit signs are the parameters of your reality, they are limits that form ego. Whenever you cross the line or speed up ego comes in and says "slow down!" "Get back on your side of the road!". So essentially we are professional racecar drivers, driving some of the top of the line cars ever created but on a race track that only allows us to drive in a straight line and only at 8% of our potential speed. Now that sucks!
So why doesn’t the driver just take control and drive anywhere he wants? This is the ultimate question! It is mainly because these cars have an autopilot option. And after driving for a long time that driver fell asleep. That car began driving itself. Many of us right now are at the point where we are just waking up and starting to take back control of the car. The amount of control we have over the car can be looked at in this perspective. Once in autopilot the car closes its windows and locks the doors. No light can get in. Then once we start waking up, we start to see pinhole amounts of lights start shining through, but not enough where we can drive ourselves. This light gets brighter and more abundant the more awake we get and the more awake we become the more in control we are. Our goal here is to become in complete control.
Now, ego can be looked at as the amount of control the driver has while the car is in autopilot and that amount is dependent upon the distance between the line on the road and the set speed limit. Or in no analogical terms your ego is simply your limited perspective reality that is shaped and molded by the experiences, adaptations and conditionings that you encounter in your life. To overcome this ego you must learn how it operates, how it communicates, how it manipulates. This is the waking up stage, this is self realization. For once you get past all that crap of which you are not you will find who you truly are.
The easiest way to do this is in knowing the only two truths that can be proven without a reasonable doubt. They are: "I am" and "It is". And as time goes on you will realize the missing word of truth "ALL". In where "I am ALL it is".
Don’t believe me. Live once knowing there is no box, look back at the universe and ask yourself one question. "If you didn’t exist, does the universe exist?" Now, I know you are saying, well yes it does because there are other people. If that is how you see it you are failing to realize there is no box, your ego just smacked you on the head and told you to slow down. I will repeat the question and try to look deep into it. "If YOU didn’t E-X-I-S-T does the Universe E-X-I-S-T? The answer is inevitably No. It is shown within physics that in order for something to be somewhere it must be observed. Observation involves a conscious entity or some type of awareness. Physics literally proved the existence of a creator but failed to pursue its efforts for it damages much of its own work. (In order for the universe to have been created in the first place a conscious entity must have been there first to observe it.)
So if you being a conscious observer did not exist, and with you existing right now we come into what is known as a paradox. For If you didn’t exist then that would mean that the universe would not exist but you are here now and the universe is here now. So what is the truth? The truth is there is no car, there is no road, there are no signs, and there is no world in which the latter scenario would have taken place. What there is without a reasonable doubt is Consciousness the "I am" and the perspective that consciousness has or otherwise known as its awareness the "it is", in where "I am all it is" is the truth that Consciousness is all there is and all there ever will be. What we know of as ascension is a different level of awareness. What we know of as the universe is the interpretation of that awareness by that consciousness. There is no separation. No individuality, it is all one. The universe is merely an extended expression of our current level of awareness. Consciousness is that awareness looking back onto itself from a subjective perspective.
Wow, so say all that 10 times fast eh? I know I covered a lot of different things here but I think the point is very clear. We are, I am, it is. No matter how much science and society believe they understand their comprehension is limited to the road on which they travel. Earlier I mentioned a hidden word of truth, All. Now I will give you the second word for that equation. For their are only two truths and they are "I am" and "It is" the first hidden word is All and the second is Love. In where "It is all I am, Love"
"smile it is contagious"
If anyone is interested in techniques on overcoming ego, connecting to the higher self and coming into this new awareness feel free to contact me. I hope all this information was helpful in some way. For it is my mission here on this planet to give this information to you all.
With love
JR

The Path: 12+1

What I am about to share with you is something that was placed into my knowledge bank by a higher consciousness I call Jedha.
I am aware that there is already a creation story called 12 + 1, this is not that. In understanding this Path as I will call it you must first understand that this is a higher pattern. The lower pattern repeats in a cycle that I mentioned in an earlier blog: Thought:Creation:Experience:Growth:Higher Thought:Repeat. This lower pattern repeats within every step of the 12 + 1, in where the higher is only a larger scale of the lower but I will use different words to describe.
Before I describe the 12 I must first explain the one. The one is something that we all know of; it is actually the ascension process within the lower. We know this as birth and death; they are equal and the same. In the larger cycle there are four repetitions of this. The four repetitions come in two cycles of Awakening and awareness they are as follows.
First: Physical Awakening, (Birth and Death). The manifestation within the lower energy dimension while existing in a higher energy state.
This is easily explained but at first seems confusing. See in physics we know that energy comes from a source and that it only travels from a high medium to a low medium. This means that the creator is the highest medium of all and also the lowest. When energy travels out of it on its evolutionary path it can only travel to lower mediums. So those that we know of as Higher Dimensions can only exist as lower energy mediums. So when we attain all the energy we can on a certain dimension we ascend to the next dimension, but that next dimension must be of a lower energy state in order for us to travel. This is all in a universe where Birth= Death, 0=infinity.
Second: Awareness or Self Consciousness. Many of us become aware in this life at different points. For myself I did not become aware until around 10 years of age. What I actually mean is at some point you took control of your own path, you became less dependent on society, teachers, nature and anything else to guide you in the right direction; this is also where your personality and ego started to develop. You started realizing that this world was more than what you had thought within your sheltered life. But from this moment you and only you have shaped your life to what it is now.
It is sad to say that if many of our brothers and sisters in this world had the right teachers at this point in their lives then the world would be a better place. All indigenous tribes know this and at these points in a youths life all have something similar to a right of passage or an entering into manhood ceremony and from their the tribes shape and mold that human into their consensus reality.
Third: Spiritual Awakening- This is the birth of the seed within you. The spark that sets off a pulse of action on your part. It is the lighting of the path. It is the realization of a soul, a higher immanent being that dwells inside you. This is where many of you are today. You have this feeling inside you that you could not explain; it guided you to where you are today. This is the seed that needs watering, it is the lit path that needs walking; it is the beginning of eternity.
In our society today very few have made it to this point, and to say the least many that have made it to this point have failed to give their seed enough light, water and food. Some allow it to grow in darkness, some allow it to starve, so misinterpret its words, and some were just plainly misguided by false pretenses. No matter what the cause to the stunted growth the cure does not lie within any book,manuscript,teacher, sage or oracle only you can show yourself the right path for any of the latter would only make it too easy and we would learn nothing.
Fourth:Spiritual Awareness/True Self. When this happens you will know it. Your reality and world will change. Your higher self will have contacted you and showed you the path. Your limited perspective on reality will have grown and the voice inside will have became deeper and more clear. You will no longer doubt the voice and you will do everything possible to get closer to it, you will grow within yourself, you will start to overcome ego. You will start developing more and more psychic senses. You will be aware of many other things than what your senses allow you to be aware of. At this point you start to assimilate your spiritual awareness into your physical life, this is true living.
Fifth: I know I said there were only four, but the fifth is actually the First of the next level. It is the Full ascension to the next dimension. The complete cycle.
Ok so now we know what is meant by the one. So let’s look at the 12 degrees within. The 12 are actually broken down into four groups of three. Within the Physical Awakening Cycle, the three manifests as Physical Environmental factors we know them as:
Learning, Adaptation and Growth. This is pretty self explanatory. In order for us to become aware of our physical self we must first learn from our teachers, adapt to the conditions and grow in accordance to the parameters set around us. This is the evolution into self consciousness. It mold who we are to become.
The next group is called the Physical Self Realization group. This is not what you think. This group is composed of Corruption, War and Ascension. Let me explain because I am sure you are confused right about now.
Corruption comes in the form of Ego or personality. It works against your conscious mind and controls your actions to its liking. It interprets emotions the way it adapted from its environment and teachers and it misleads many into experiences that will only cause conflict.
Next will come war. When we realize that the cause of many of our illnesses and problems are from the manipulated ego we start to fight it. We start getting our first hints that their is something higher. We start overcoming ego. We go to war with it. We stop listening to it commands and thoughts. We start questioning its purpose and we start seeing different paths. This leads to a long process of ascension.
Ascension in this sense is merely the process of overcoming the battle and moving to awakening. Although Ego is still present, our higher self is in control through a limited perspective.
The next group is our Spiritual Environmental Factors, and as you guessed they are Learning, Adaptation and Growth. Once we awaken into our Spiritual self we must in a sense start all over again. Look at it is a seed that has just germinated. It now must be given room to grow. In that process we use books, teachers and information as fuel and our destination as light. I believe this is where many of you all reside. Looking for the answers that can only be answered from within.
The next and final group is that of Spiritual Self Realization and as you once again guessed it is composed of Corruption, War and the Process of ascension.
These cycles of realization are easily comparable to the devil. The corruption from the physical and spiritual ego are the forces of evil. They are the opposing force that wants to stop our evolution; they are the test that we must complete. This is very comparable to Jesus' 40 days and 40 nights of fighting the devil. He was merely overcoming the final grips of his ego. Once he overcame those grips he ascended to the next level of evolution, he woke up. He still resided on this physical level because at that point it is merely the choice that puts us over the edge. Think of it as an electron in orbit around a proton. That electron has filled its energy potential but still has not moved to the next level, why? Just because the energy level is full does not mean it needs a new level, it is just full. Only when more energy enters its current level will it need to move to the next. And in the process of evolution once we become fully awake and aware it is only the choice that can ascend us to that next physical level.
I hope all of you get something out if this. For we are all brothers and sisters in this large universe we must know that as above so below is the current theme and that what we see in front of us as a society is this exact process. Right now in the world humankind is on the verge of a spiritual awakening. Many are trying to hold on to the old world while others are awakening in a new. This is causing conflict and confusion. This is very similar to many prophecies, 2012 only marks a moment of time when that ascension or awakening has the best chance of happening. Not everyone is going to wake up but many will. Our society will change and encompass both worlds. It will mold itself around this new reality in where we no longer work for the betterment of the individual but instead work together for the betterment of each other. This fear and manipulation in the world will only affect you if you do not understand the cycle; just know that great times are ahead and that as long as you continue on your lighted path nothing can get in your way.
With all the love we can express, peace is with you all, for one day we will all meet not asleep but fully awake.
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One of his students asked Buddha, "Are you the messiah?” No", answered Buddha. "Then are you a healer?” No", Buddha replied. "Then are you a teacher?" the student persisted. "No, I am not a teacher.” Then what are you?" asked the student, exasperated. "I am awake", Buddha replied

For They That Dont Know

It is necessary sometimes to take the path least desired, to do and say the things not accepted by today’s society, so what does this mean? Is this the end of times? Well I believe it is all a matter of perspective. If you want it to be the end of time well then so shall your wish be granted? If you want nothing to change, so be it and if you want life to take an uncharted turn and to metamorph in front of your eyes into something new, well you are in control.
Sometimes all those choices of change require us to take those paths that are less desired, to say and do the things that society will not understand, the reason is simple, it is that thing I mentioned before and that we forget all the time, it is because we are in charge of our own path and destiny, we are the creators of our own reality and society as a whole is not you or I. Any consensus will never agree with the individual it is the individual who will come to agree with the consensus. Until now.
We look around us and we see all that was created, from the computer to the chair to the trees and sun. It was all created. But before the creation took place it had to have been a thought in some intelligences mind. Think about it. Before anything is created the creator must first think it up. This is a revolutionary thought, but the key here is not the word revolutionary it is the word thought.
Thought is the first and last, in order for their ever to have been a first moment there had to be a conscious mind there to understand that that was the first moment. This process was the first thought. It was the coming to life so to say, the first moment was the first thought. From this awareness came another thought, the first moments were created and the cycle went on for eternity. But from this we can see coming to light the universal pattern, the purpose, the underlying first thought that is seen everywhere in the universe. This thought is a processes, a cycle, a pattern, and to some it just is, to others it is the hidden key that life hides in front of your face. And he who fully understands it and grasps its concepts shall hold the power of the first and last thoughts.
This process is so simple and so elementary but yet so powerful. Here is the process. Thought, Creation, Experience, Growth, Higher Thought, Repeat. It is that simple. With this process everything comes into existence. But see most people don’t understand this and something very strange happens. They believe they have thoughts but never create. Or they create but forget how to experience, or they even experience but fail to grow. On a greater level the main thing that all humanity forgets is after growth we must now take a different perspective on how we interpret reality, for if we try to look at the world in the same mindset that created that growth we have not grown any the wiser, we have only established that experience effected us and that we acknowledged it. We almost always forget higher thought. A higher level of thinking that arises from experience. That creates wisdom. It is the key to salvation, it is the key to the universe, and it is the key to overcoming ego.
All the great Sages knew this knowledge, all the great leaders today are aware of this knowledge, but most of the people are not, for we are trained in society to accept our failures and mistakes as just that, we are nurtured into failing to grow, we are given pity within our own ignorance when we repeat the same mistakes over and over. We treat the symptoms of underlying problems instead of going right to the cause. We do this in ignorance to the facts because we are all afraid to accept responsibility for ourselves, we do this because we are all afraid to face who we really are, it is like this world of guilt will some how all fall on our shoulders if we accept that fact that somehow we are flawed as a species. We choose to lie ignorant to life’s purpose and we fail to rise above the lower level madness and see the higher light. If we only learned, grew and then took that knowledge to a higher level and repeated the process on the higher levels life would unfold its secrets in front of us, we would truly release ourselves from the grips of this tyrannical ego that encapsulates us into this limited perspective and imprisons us within our own ignorance and guilt.
There are four types of people in the world. There are those that live in the box, we call them ignorant to the world, or the sheep, then there are those that occasionally look outside that box, these are the ones that are aware of their ignorance and choose to remain in that state because it is comfortable to them, the smart sheep, then there are the ones that we know as the wolfs, they live outside the box and exploit the others ignorance, these are many of our leaders and elite. But then there is a fourth, a more evolved mind, a mind that is tired of living within ignorance of the world, one that wants more than what society provides, one that wants no more killing, murder, war, violence, one who sees an end to this fearful cycle, they are the ones that have overcome ego and realized a long time ago that the box never existed. They are the Sheppard, the tenders to the heard, the enemy to the wolf. They are the light within the day and the protectors in the darkness.
So I ask you. Who are you? Seriously take a good look at your life, take a look at who you are, what you do, how you live and how selfish you are towards others. Who are you?
Then try following those steps, look at choices in your life, go through them and see how many of them you repeat every day. You will be surprised; many of you that thought you lived outside the box will only come to realize that that was not true; it was that you lived in a box much bigger than what you thought. For if ego runs your life you will never be free, because Life is about self realization and as long as the ego keeps you ignorant and limited you will never know who you really are.
This brings life to a different perspective, it makes it so that life is about recreating that first moment of the universe within our own lives, so we see the patterns, understand the creation and become the higher levels. It is about repeating the process so that another moment comes and we can experience, grow and once more reside on the higher level and experience this creation that we all have spent an eternity creating.
It is the evolution of thought, the fields in which we travel in every moment. For as long as we stay aware another moment will happen and our survival as the universe, as consciousness is guaranteed. But if we fail to think, if we fail to create, if we imprison our minds and choose to never rise to the next level and to wallow in our own selfishness and guilt, then life will fade away and eventually we will destroy and rid ourselves from this awesome creation, for anything that works against the process will only be destroyed so that experience and growth can take place once again. The choice is yours, the universe is calling, and it is only a thought away.
Good luck brothers and sisters,
A Risen one.

Where to find the Tree Of Life and what is it.

**This is a little research I did when I was younger, I thought it was fascinating for any of you bible and Egyptian scholoars our there.

Am I serious? Well if my research is correct then I think this is true.
In Genesis there are many references to where Eden is, but since it was so long ago and the cities have changed we have no information pertaining to where it would really be. But if you take a secondary perspective at it and do a little research you find out that the Bible is not a book on life but more of a guide full of great things and clues.
Genesis 3:21 is the best clue in the world as to where Eden is located. For when God threw Cain out of Eden he places a flaming sword and Cherubim in front of its gates as a "guard".
I have searched and searched and can’t believe no one has caught on to this very important reference.
First of all, in English translations we look at sword. Now sword means cutting weapon with a point. So what in antiquity can we see maybe used as a weapon that has a point? How about a pyramid? The most interesting part of this is the word "pyramid" which comes from Greek translation literally means "Fire in the middle". So I can assume that when God placed a flaming sword, it just might have been the pyramids.
But wait there is more.....
What is a Cherubim? Well from biblical terms we know that it is a tetrad of living creatures each having four faces, (so far many Pharoses have put there faces on it). Now what do we know of in the world that is composed of living creatures and has four faces? How about the zodiac? Each having a quality of the four elements and seasons. This can also be represented by the Sphinx. Which it is believed that the Sphinx was the "guardian" of something. But from all Sphinxes we know of they all had wings. Now as for the head, we know it was changed over time. But the sphinx within Egypt has also been related to the Zodiac, as representing the beginning and end of the cycles.
Now this might seem far stretched but think of the translations of the ages of trying to describe where Eden was and trying to describe object that you see but have no former knowledge of.
Now this correlated exactly to the indications of the Hall of Amenti and mysteries of the Universe being located under the Sphinx. Because in Gen 3:21 it was set up to protect the "tree of life".
I don’t think that it is under the sphinx but I do think that the pyramid is the key. For it is a weapon, but in the definition of weapon you have to ask one thing, against who? I think this is a weapon against ourselves or for those not worthy of its power. For I am a intuitive, this all came to me when I was listening to William Henry, at the same time I was reading the bible looking for inconsistencies, right when I found this information, William started talking about Eden, pyramids and Stargates.
My conclusion, the Great Pyramid is a stargate...to where? Eden, where was Eden? In another dimension on this planet, or more or less the astral plane. As for if you remember God gave Adam and Eve cloths of Skin. That means they were energy before. Think about it.
These beings that engineered us did not want to create a slave race in physical. They were creating Consciousness.
Just a thought, but if anyone is interested I am looking into this